much.â
âThatâs great, honey,â I said, but I could feel dread climbing my legs. Just donât love him too much, I was thinking. Not too much. Because â
She was looking at me closely, her smile fading. âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â
Iâd forgotten how quick she was, and how well she read me. Love conveys its own psychic powers, doesnât it?
âNothing, hon. Well . . . my hipâs hurting a little.â
âHave you had your pain pills?â
âActually . . . Iâm stepping down on those a little more. Plan on getting off them entirely in January. Thatâs my New Yearâs resolution.â
âDaddy, thatâs wonderful!â
âAlthough New Yearâs resolutions are made to be broken.â
âNot you. You do what you say youâre going to do.â Ilse frowned. âThatâs one of the things Mom never liked about you. I think it makes her jealous.â
âHon, the divorce is just something that happened. Donât go picking sides, okay?â
âWell, Iâll tell you something else thatâs happening,â Ilse said. Her lips had thinned down. âSince sheâs been out in Palm Desert, sheâs seeing an awfullot of this guy down the street. She says itâs just coffee and sympathyâbecause Max lost his father last year, and Max really likes Grampy, and blah-blah-blahâbut I see the way she looks at him and I . . . donât . . . care for it!â Now her lips were almost gone, and I thought she looked eerily like her mother. The thought that came with this was oddly comforting: I think sheâll be all right. I think if this holy Jones boy jilts her, sheâll still be okay .
I could see my rental car, but Jack would be awhile yet. The pickup traffic was stop-and-go. I leaned my crutch against my midsection and hugged my daughter, who had come all the way from California to see me. âGo easy on your mother, okay?â
âDonât you even care thatââ
âWhat I mostly care about these days is that you and Melinda are happy.â
There were circles under her eyes and I could see that, young or not, all the traveling had tired her out. I thought sheâd sleep late tomorrow, and that was fine. If my feeling about her boyfriend was rightâI hoped it wasnât but thought it wasâshe had some sleepless nights ahead of her in the year to come.
Jack had made it as far as the Air Florida terminal, which still gave us some time. âDo you have a picture of your guy? Enquiring Dads want to know.â
Ilse brightened. âYou bet.â The picture she brought out of her red leather wallet was in one of those see-through plastic envelopes. She teased it out and handed it to me. I guess this time my reaction didnât show, because her fond (really sort of goofy) smile didnât change. And me? I felt as though Iâd swallowed something that had no business going down a human throat. A piece of lead shot, maybe.
It wasnât that Carson Jones resembled the man Iâd drawn on Christmas Eve. I was prepared for that, had been since I saw the little ring twinkling prettily on Ilseâs finger. What shocked me was that the photo was almost exactly the same. It was as if, instead of clipping a photo of sophora, sea lavender, or inkberry to the side of my easel, I had clipped this very photograph. He was wearing the jeans and the scuffed yellow workboots that I hadnât been able to get quite right; his darkish blond hair spilled over his ears and his forehead; he was carrying a book I knew was a Bible in one hand. Most telling of all was the Minnesota Twins tee-shirt, with the number 48 on the left breast.
âWhoâs number 48, and how did you happen to meet a Twins fan at Brown? I thought that was Red Sox country.â
âNumber 48âs Torii Hunter, â she said, looking at me as
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