kindergarten.â
âWe need to earn a living, mamita ,â T Ã a Pera said as she dropped a bag of chips into each lunch bag. âWe canât afford to live here any longer.â
âThey could stay with us. With me and Papi and Ra ú l.â
Almaâs aunt grasped her shoulders and turned to face her.
âThatâs a wonderful offer, Alma. But you have a future to worry aboutâscholarships and college. I canât leave you in charge of a family of five.â
Her aunt had a point. It was one thing to watch her cousins for a couple of hours after school, but it was quite another to shop, cook, and clean for everyone. Alma would like to think that her dad and her brother would chip in, but that was wishful thinking.
â ¿Sabes qu é ? â
âWhat, T Ã a ?â
âSometimes I wonder if it was all worth it, you know?â
Alma knew, but it physically pained her to hear her aunt say it.
âBut then I think about you and your brother.â She looked directly into Almaâs eyes, still gripping her shoulders. âAnd I imagine Ra ú l playing soccer for a college team someday. I think about you at some fancy university, studying to become a doctor or a lawyer.â
âOr an anthropologist,â Alma said.
âOr that,â said T Ã a Pera, leaning in to hug Alma tight. âI think about you two, and I know it was worth it, mi vida .â
â Gracias, T Ã a, â Alma said. She wished that she felt so sure.
âSo enough about that,â T Ã a Pera announced, turning back to the half dozen lunches she needed to finish making.
âYouâre right,â Alma said. âI mean, not about the doctor partâbut if the girls stayed, Iâd need some help.â
Selena bounded out of the bedroom, singing the ABCâs. Even though Selena could be a royal pain, Alma couldnât bear the thought of living in this house without her. It would be so quiet .
âI have an idea,â Alma said, grabbing a box of cereal from the pantry for Selena. âWhy donât we see if Abuela Lupe can come stay with us for a while.â
âBut, Almaââ
âSheâs always wanted to visit.â It had been fifteen years since Alma had last seen her grandmother.
T Ã a Pera lined the lunch bags along a table by the kitchen door.
âYes, but she doesnât have a travel visa. You know how hard it is to get one.â
She had heard that US officials didnât want people to come as visitors and stay as âillegalâ workers instead of returning within a few months as they were supposed to do. So the United States almost never issued tourist visas in Mexico, except to people who had boatloads of money in their bank accounts. Needless to say, Abuela Lupe did not have a boatload of money. She didnât even have a bank account until five years ago.
âItâs worth a try,â Alma said.
T Ã a Pera stopped filling plastic bags with corn chips and watched Selena fiddle with the straps of her backpack.
â S Ã , mamita, â her aunt said. âItâs worth a try.â
Just then Isa stormed out from their room, grabbed her backpack, and flung the kitchen door open. She left without grabbing her lunch. Isa still refused to accept nourishment from the woman who was about to ruin her life, but if Almaâs plan worked, maybe that would change.
Alma gave T Ã a Pera a quick hug, grabbed her lunch, and rushed out behind Isa.
The conversation still lingered in Almaâs mind as she reached first period. But now her worries were mixed with the anxiety and longing she always felt when she knew Evan was nearby. Alma stared blankly at her open textbook, unable to focus on the equations. She already knew them, anyway. Three weeks at Gilberton High School, andâwith the notable exception of Dr. Gustafsonâs classâshe had learned absolutely nothing new. That is,
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