theyâre very much intact.â
âSo.â
âWhatever her mental state, sheâs alert and reactive and plenty physically able. Itâs as I thought when I first saw you in the waiting room: the patient presents in terrific physical shape.â
The patient.
âOkay,â I say, trying to piece together what this all means. I turn back to Grandma.
âWho is Adrianna?â
âYears ago, doctors came to your house,â she says.
âNat, has your grandmother experienced any recent traumas?â
âThe shooting at the park.â
âI thought you said the symptoms predate that. Did she get into an argument, or have a problem at her retirement home? Has she been on field trips, or anything else that could have put her in a vulnerable or frightened position?â
I consider it. Nothing comes to mind other than her allusion to the dentist.
âWhy do you ask?â
âPeople get mistreated and it makes them agitated. The retirement-home experience can be . . . impersonal.â
We fall silent. He closes his eyes, and I canât tell if heâs lost in contemplation or tired.
âPete, what is going on with her?â
He clears his throat. âIâm sure itâs no surprise. But Iâm sorry to say that sheâs exhibiting the classic signs of dementia.â
I shake my head. âWhen we came in you said she seemed fine.â
âWell, it could be worse.â
Pete starts what I imagine is his stock speech to family members of dementia sufferers. He tells me that Alzheimerâs is the most common form of dementia, affecting more than four million Americans. The disease results in memory loss, personality changes, cognitive dysfunction, then physical dependence. I know this stuff, and I wave him along.
He reminds me there are four stages: predementia, and then early, moderate, and advanced versions. Common complications include dementia coupled with Parkinsonâs; vascular dementia, which largely afflicts African Americans; and frontotemporal dementia, which presents with major mood affect.
âSheâs probably in an early or moderate stage,â he says. âThe good news is, this is very common, and we have some sense of how to treat it, though our treatments are primitive or, rather, of modest efficacy.â
Heâs starting to wind down his presentation, just as Iâm feeling a rising sense of ire mixed with disbelief.
âBullshit,â I say with some force, seeming to surprise him, and myself.
What I realize Iâm thinking is that Grandmaâs symptoms donât seem common at all. If my own memory of neurological disorders serves even a little, these symptoms donât add up. Ordinarily, a sharp mental descent would be accompanied by a loss in physical agility and alertness. More significantly, it makes no sense to me that her mental decline has been so precipitous. Iâm bothered with myself that I havenât been paying closer attention in the last month or two.
âWhen did you see Lane last?â I ask.
âPardon?â
âWhen was her last visit hereâthree, four months ago?â
He walks to his desk. He picks up a green folder, opens and studies the chart inside. âThree,â he says, then corrects himself. âSorry, four.â
âIt just doesnât make sense to me that as recently as four months ago she was doing relatively well, making sense, and conversation.â
âSuggesting what?â he asks.
âSomething odd is going on. This doesnât seem typical to me at all.â
âRespectfully, Nat, the Internet is not the best place to get medical information,â he says. âDementia and memory loss can be very hard for family members to accept.â
He maintains eye contact with me, which makes me think he either doesnât realize heâs being condescending or doesnât mind it. I break our gaze, almost imperceptibly
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