situation. Sometimes you ran. Sometimes you fought. You made the choice based on what was best for your survival, not what was best for your pride.
âWeâll make you pay,â Wilhelm said.
Webb was okay with running if he had to. But running here would only delay what Fritz and Wilhelm really wanted, which was blood. Sooner or later, theyâd force Webb to fight. No sense waiting and wondering and looking over his shoulder during the next week.
As Webb stood, he palmed a rock about the size of a baseball.
The Germans took another collective step, which was enough to convince Webb his guess was correct. They werenât trying to scare him; they wanted to hurt him.
He showed them the rock.
âWeâre close enough,â Webb said, âthat if I throw this, Iâm not going to miss. And weâre close enough that one of you will be hurt really badly.â
Webb didnât feel anger like this very often. A couple of days earlier, heâd been ready to drive over Brent in his own truck. And once in high school, a bigger kid had tried pushing him around in the hallway, mocking him for the military haircut he had been forced to get when Elliott made him sign up for junior cadets. Without warning, Webb had viciously punched the kid in the stomach, then pulled him to the ground by his hair and knelt with his knee on the kidâs throat, promising to crush the kidâs windpipe if he messed with him again. Webb had been as surprised by his response as the bigger kid had been.
It had definitely been an overreaction. Thinking about it later, Webb realized that the kid in the hallway had been a convenient scapegoat for his anger at his stepfather.
Whatever the reasonâand he didnât spend too much time analyzing itâWebb had learned a couple of things. First, he was a lot tougher than he realized he was; he knew that which does not kill us makes us stronger was true. And second, responding with a tremendous overreaction made people think you were nuts, so they didnât mess with you. It was something heâd learned subconsciously from Elliott. Choose your guitar over obedience to me, and your mother will pay the price.
Webb had also learned from Elliott that a soft-voiced psycho was very intimidating.
âAre you prepared to kill me?â Webb asked mildly. âDo you understand? Kill me? Because that means you will go to jail for a long time, understand?â
âNot kill,â Wilhelm said quickly. âJust hurt.â
âNo,â Webb said. âIf you try anything, you better kill me. Otherwise, when youâre asleep, Iâll sneak into your tent and slit you open like that ptarmigan yesterday. You see, I donât care if I go to jail. And Iâll be happy to kill you anytime. Because in case you havenât figured it out, Iâm not normal.â
He braced himself, ready to fire the rock into Fritzâs skull, but he held himself in control. Just barely.
âSo ask yourself,â he said, looking from one to the other. He could hear Elliottâs voice echoing in his own memories as he spoke. âAm I bluffing? Or will I hit one of you so hard theyâll have to fly you to a hospital?â
âNo bluff,â Wilhelm said, putting up his hands. âYou leave us alone. We leave you alone.â
âGood decision,â Webb said. He dropped the rock at his feet and smiled coldly as they backed away.
He hated himself for that cold smile.
TWENTY-FOUR
The storm hit hard halfway through the second day and caught them at Mile 152. Everyone threw on rain gear and kept slogging. What else was there to do? They made it to Mile 147 before George signaled they should stop for the night.
Putting up tents in the rain with cold, soaked fingers was a pain. Webb didnât complain though. He saw no point in it. Besides, heâd faced worse when he was actually living on the streets, before heâd figured out how to make enough
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