familiar with it?â
âMore or less.â
âI see.â Vogel drew out a blank control sheet from the box, made a notation. âLetâs begin. Iâll show you the inkblots, one by one, and you tell me what they look like.â He lifted the first card from the box, turned it over, and placed it on the table, facing Lash. âWhat might this be?â
Lash looked at the picture, trying to empty his mind of prior associationsâespecially the terrible images that had jumped unbidden into his mind back at the Audubon Center. âI see a bird,â he said. âUp at the top. Itâs like a raven, the white part is its beak. And the whole card looks like a warrior, Japanese, a ninja or samurai. With two swords in scabbardsâyou can see them sticking out there, left and right, pointed downwards.â
Vogel scribbled on the control sheet, taking downâLash knewâhis remarks verbatim. âVery good,â he said after a moment. âLetâs go on to the next one. What might this be?â
Lash worked his way through the cards, fighting a growing weariness, trying always to make the responses his own rather than what he knew to be common replies. By one oâclock, Vogel had finished both the response and inquiry phases of the test, and Lashâs headache had grown worse. As he watched Vogel put the cards away, he found himself wondering about all the other applicants who had streamed into the building this morning: were they all squirreled away somewhere on this floor, in their own little testing suites? Had Lewis Thorpe felt as exhausted as he himself did now, as tired of staring at the blank white walls?
âYou must be hungry, Dr. Lash,â Vogel said as he closed the box. âCome on. Your lunch is waiting.â
Though he felt no hungrier now than before the inkblots, Lash followed him across the small central space to one of the doors in the far wall. Vogel swiped his card through the reader, and the door sprang open to reveal yet another white room. This, however, had prints on three of its walls. They were simple, well-framed photographs of forests and seacoasts, bereft of people or wildlife, yet Lashâs gaze rested hungrily on them after the sterile emptiness of the morning.
His lunch was laid out on a crisp linen tablecloth: cold poached salmon with dill sauce, wild rice, a sourdough roll, and coffeeâdecaffeinated, of course. As he ate, Lash felt his appetite return and the headache recede. Vogel, who had left him to dine in peace, returned twenty minutes later.
âWhat next?â Lash asked, dabbing at his mouth with a napkin. He held out little hope his question would be answered, but Vogel surprised him.
âJust two more items,â Vogel said. âThe physical examination and the psychological interview. If youâve finished, we can proceed immediately.â
Lash laid the napkin aside and rose, thinking back again to what the man in the class reunion had said about his own day of testing. So far it had been tiring, even enervating, but nothing worse. A physical exam he could handle. And heâd given enough psychological interviews to know what to expect.
âLead on,â he said.
Vogel ushered Lash back out into the central space and pointed at one of the two blank doors not yet opened. Vogel swiped his card through the reader, then began scratching something into his palm device with the plastic stylus. âYou may proceed, Dr. Lash. Please remove your clothes and put on the hospital gown youâll find inside. You can hang your things on the door hook.â
Lash entered the new room, closed the door, and looked around as he began undressing. It was an examination room, small but remarkably well equipped for its size. Unlike the previous rooms, there were plenty of items here, but most were of a kind Lash would have preferred not to see: probes, curette and syringe packets, sterile pads. A faint smell of
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