asked.
âNo,â Houseman replied â far too quickly.
âNo one at all?â Woodend persisted. âYouâve never heard anybody threaten her? Anybody say they wished she was dead?â
Houseman sighed. âOf course I have.â
âWho?â
âEverybody in the cast, at one time or another. But you have to understand that what weâre dealing with here is actors.â
âWould you mind explaininâ that?â Woodend asked.
âIâll do my best,â Houseman agreed. âActors live in a very strange world. At nine oâclock in the evening, theyâre strutting around the stage with the eyes of the entire audience on them. They can bring forth from that audience both tears of joy and shudders of fear. It gives them a tremendous feeling of power.â
âIt must do,â Woodend agreed.
âThen the performance is over, and by eleven oâclock theyâre sitting on the last bus home, worrying about where theyâre going to find the money to pay the rent for the crummy little bed-sits they live in. Do that for a while, and itâs bound to have some effect on you, isnât it?â
âCould you be more specific?â
âSince drama is so much more rewarding than real life, they infuse real life
with
drama. So when they threaten to kill someone, they really believe that they mean it. But only for that moment. Then the scene changes, theyâre in a different play, and the former object of their hate becomes their dearest love.â
âYouâre talkinâ about strugglinâ actors here, arenât you?â Woodend asked. âActors whose only reward is the audienceâs applause. I would have thought your cast had other compensations. Arenât they quite well-paid?â
âTheyâre
very
well-paid,â Houseman said. âBut they
have
all struggled in the past, and itâs not a mantle they can easily shrug off easily.â
Itâs not a mantle you can shrug off easily, either, if Iâm readinâ you right, Woodend thought.
âVal Farnsworth never even considered the possibility that she would end up a star,â Houseman continued. âShe had the wrong accent, for a start. And then, suddenly, a star was what she was. But that doesnât mean she felt secure. None of them do, because part of their mind is always back in that tatty bed-sit.â
Anâ I bet you could describe yours in great detail, even now, Woodend thought.
âSo Val was never happy with what she had,â Houseman said. âShe always wanted more. More lines, better lines. And she wanted the very faults and weaknesses which had made her character so popular written out of the script. If sheâd had it all her own way, Liz Bowyer would have become a perfect being â and incredibly boring. But Val wasnât the only person suffering from actorsâ-disease. Every member of the cast, from the stars right down to the humblest walk-on, feel exactly the same way.â
âBut they donât all have the power to turn their wishes into reality,â Woodend said thoughtfully. âI imagine Val Farnsworth was popular enough with the audience to make things go pretty much the way she wanted them to.â
Houseman laughed, but without much evidence of genuine amusement. âIf I may say so, youâve completely misunderstood the situation. Actors are rather like children. Or perhaps dogs. Of course, theyâd rather have things going entirely their own way, but I canât allow that. I treat them firmly, but kindly, and eventually they end up doing what
I
want them to do.â
âSo youâre sayinâ you had Val Farnsworth under control?â
âI have everyone whoâs concerned with
Maddox Row
under control. Thatâs my job.â
âYou donât seem to have had the murderer under control,â Woodend pointed out.
Houseman winced. âThat was a
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