âWas it you who told the papers?â
âOf course not.â Vetchâs calm eyes held his steadily. âYou know very well itâs the last thing I want. Everyone will be crawling over the site. The security will already have been increased. Thatâs so, isnât it?â
Robâs lips were pressed tight. He didnât want to believe him, but he did. He breathed out and said, âNew fence. Guards everywhere. Sheâs livid.â
âShe. That will be Clare.â
Rob remembered. âSheâs seen you. She blames you.â
Vetch turned to gaze out through the rain-streaked glass at the green blurs of the downs. âI knew she would,â he murmured. âHer anger with me is as deep as the forest.â
Into the silence Rob said, âThereâs a tree in the center. An upturned tree.â
Rosa swerved the car. âWhat?â
Vetch didnât flicker. âOf course there is.â
In the mirror Rosaâs eyes met Robâs. She looked astonished.
âHow do you know?â Rob snapped, rebellious. âYou couldnât know.â
Vetch closed his eyes. He didnât answer.
At the nursing home Rosa pulled into the parking lot and turned the engine off. âI can come back ifââ
âNo need. Weâll find our own way home.â Vetch sat up and smiled at her. âHave a good evening.â
Outside, he watched the car drive off.
Then he turned and looked at Rob through the rain. âIâll try my best, Rob,â he said quietly, âbut as things are, I donât know how much I can do. Donât get your hopes up.â
âI havenât got any hopes.â
Vetch was silent. Then he nodded, and turned toward the lighted entrance.
Sister Mary was in the hall. She was surprised, Rob knew, but she covered it well. âRob! We werenât expecting anyone tonight. Your mum phoned earlierââ
âI told her Iâd come instead.â He said it quickly, because it was a lie. âThe filmingâs taken longer than they thought.â
Sister Mary said, âSuch an exciting sort of life!â But she was looking at Vetch.
âCan we go in?â Rob said.
âOh yes. Sheâs had her hair washed today. Such lovely hair.â
In the lift Rob said, âShe gushes.â
âShe has great compassion.â Vetch folded his arms, as if he was nervous. âI could feel it. She was also a little doubtful of me.â
âShe hasnât seen you before.â Rob was nervous too, feeling the dread that always invaded him in this lift, as if it was a shadow that lived here, waiting to enter him, because it left him here too, on the way out. Fear of going in. Of seeing her.
The room was dark, with one lamp lit. Outside the open window the rain had stopped, so that only a line of drops dripped from the swiveled pane.
Vetch went up to the bed and looked down at Chloe. âShe looks very much like you,â he murmured.
Rob shrugged. Chloeâs hair was fine and fair; it shone, and he could smell the faint clean smell of shampoo, the one she always used. She wore new blue pajamas he hadnât seen before. Vetch pulled the chair closer and sat. He picked up Chloeâs hand, his delicate fingers as white as hers.
Rob bit his lip. âDo you have to do that?â
âIt helps. But if youââ
âNo. It doesnât matter.â
And yet if she was aware somewhere, sheâd be furious. So he said aloud, âThis is Vetch, Chloe. Heâs ⦠all right.â
âHigh praise.â Vetch put Chloeâs fingers down on the white sheet and rubbed the back of his hand over his mouth. âThis room makes it difficult. All these machinesâ¦â
âFor Godâs sake! We can hardly turn them off!â Rob suddenly had no idea why heâd come. Why either of them had come.
Vetch nodded. âNo.â Then he said, âI suppose I just hate
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