“Thank you. X is a lucky man.” “It’s no problem. Take care of Miriam.” He gathered his things and left. I sighed. “Hey, being stuck with me ain’t so bad.” I laughed. “That wasn’t what I was sighing about.” “I know.” Marco kissed me on the forehead. “Give him some time. He has a lot to process. Let’s get you back so you can freshen up.”
Chapter Eight Engagement
On the way home, Marco pointed out landmarks and told stories of several drunken escapades that happened at some of the finer watering holes. He had once spent weekends playing in piano bars while working his way through college and his dreams of being an international underwear model were squashed by the demand for his IQ. He was fascinating, but I couldn’t stop thinking about the doctor. Was he angry? Did I push too far? I understood abuse, but what drove him to his abstinence, even in marriage? The more I thought about it the more I needed answers. My captive audience would be a good start. “Did you know Lydia?” “Yes. Wonderful woman. Beautiful. Very…very worldly. She had an elegance about her, but you always wondered if underneath she wasn’t wearing a leather bustier. Sexy. Mysterious.” I ignored the pang of jealousy. I had no claim on the doctor. How would I ever compare with that? Marco sighed, “There is something about a confident older woman. I mean that’s why Sebastian married Miriam.” “Older? How much older?” “Well, X is thirty-four, so that would make Lydia fifty-three.” “She was nineteen years older than him?” He leaned over to grab a bottle of water and raised it to his lips. “Yes, but she didn’t look a day over thirty. Lucky bastard.” “I’ll have to take your word for it.” Something about the story didn’t feel right. I had assumed she was his age. “She was practically old enough to be his mother.” Marco leaned in as though he was afraid someone might hear. “You hear all these cases about female teachers seducing young male students and everyone gets up in arms. Lydia waited until he was of age, but they got married soon after X graduated med. school. Since he started university at sixteen he was a married man in his early twenties.” “I knew they met in college, but…” “He signed up for one of her classes on sexual disorders. That’s how they originally met. They got to know each other, she agreed to ‘treat’ him and that’s when things took a turn for the unconventional.” “Isn’t that against the rules? She was his psychiatrist, an established practicing psychiatrist, a specialist in sexual disorders and a professor at the university. How did she get away with that? “She didn’t. That’s why they moved to Paris. The university asked her to leave.” “I’m really confused now. She was an expert. How did she not help Xavier with his…problem?” The silence was deafening, as Marco leaned forward to stare out the window. “What?” Marco cleared his throat. “Do you want X’s explanation or do you want my theory? If I share it with you, you need to keep it quiet. Xavier wouldn’t appreciate it.” “My lips are sealed.” He shifted in his seat and ran his hand through his hair. “I knew Lydia, but not well. Most of what I know is second hand from X. I made the mistake of suggesting once to him that perhaps the reason he never solved his problem was that there was no incentive for her to help. I mean, talk about having your cake and eating it too. Get to have two gorgeous lovers in private and hang on X’s arm in public. He didn’t take too kindly to my opinion and threatened to send me back to the States if I ever spoke ill of his wife again.” He had an excellent point. Why would you work to cure someone when it would do nothing but cramp your lifestyle? In her position, she had complete control. I had to know more. “Was she vindictive like that?” “No, she wasn’t vindictive. But