backâs against the wall and thereâs no one behind me, then I scan the lobby. Thereâs no one watching me, not that I can see. I wait for the creepy feeling to pass. But it doesnât. It amps up until I feel like a million centipedes are skittering over my skin. I rub the back of my neck just to prove to myself thereâs nothing there.
âMiki!â The Queen Bee, Marcy Kern, and her head lady-in-waiting, Kathy Wynn, stand in front of me wearing matching hunter green jackets. Cute. Thereâs a part of me that isnât even surprised. At school lately, itâs seemed like theyâve been following me, watching me. Everywhere I turned, there they were. In the halls, the caf, out behind the school under the giant oak my friends and I claim as our own. It got bad enough that I actually had this crazy down-the-rabbit-hole kind of nightmare. Lizzie was there, telling me they were watching, but she never said who they were, and then Marcy grew to gigantic proportions and Kathy shrank and shrank to the size of a thimble.
I told Luka I suspected Marcy was a shell.
Luka countered that her eyes arenât Drau gray and that I was having nightmares about her because she wanted to get into Jacksonâs pants.
Maybe he was right. But the last time I had this creepy vibe at school, I looked up to find Marcy right there, watching me.
And now sheâs right here.
Either way, Marcy and Kathy are among the last people I want to see right now.
âIâm sorry to hear about your dad,â Marcy says, actually sounding like she means it. âAnd Carly . . . Oh my God, so terrible.â Iâm startled to see tears shimmering in her eyes. âIs there any change?â
âSheâs still in a medically induced coma.â
âThatâs what Kelley posted this morning.â She pauses. âAnd your dad? Howâs he doing?â
Again, Iâm startled. She sounds like she actually cares. I glance at Kathy. She stands in Marcyâs shadow, head down.
âI donât know yet. Iâm on my way up to see him.â
Marcy touches my arm. âI hope you have good news.â
âThanks.â An awkward silence hangs between us, then I ask, âSo what are you two doing here?â
âWeâre picking up Kathyâs mom.â
I glance at Kathy. âShe was in the hospital? Is she okay?â
âSheâs a surgical nurse,â Marcy says.
âRight.â I sort of remember that from when we had career day a couple of years ago. I try to remember if Kathy told us about her mom, or if Marcy did the talking for her that day, too.
The elevator doors slide open.
âHi, Mrs. Wynn,â Marcy says with a smile.
I turn. Mrs. Wynn steps off the elevator. Sheâs the nurse I spoke to outside the waiting room the night of the accident. I stare at her, suddenly remembering that I had the creepy being-watched vibe that night, too. Was it before Ispoke to Mrs. Wynn, or after?
âHey, look who I found,â Jackson says, striding toward me. Beside him is Luka.
âThought I should come by and see Carly,â he says to the ground, hands shoved deep in his pockets, shoulders hunched. Itâs no stretch to figure out that Luka isnât exactly comfortable with this plan.
With a quick good-bye to Marcy, Kathy, and Kathyâs mom, the three of us get in the elevator. As the doors slide closed I look up to see Marcy and then Kathy glance back over their shoulders as they walk away.
Iâm up before dawn the next morning, donning my running gear, tying my shoes with meticulous care by the light of my bedside lamp. The house is silent. Thereâs no one here. I didnât let Jackson sleep over last night even though he wanted to. Even though I wanted him to. I need to be strong. I need to cope.
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