doctor came, I took him up the hall to my room, where he patched my neck. The wound wasnât much, but my neck is fleshy, and it bled a lotâall over me, in fact.
After he had finished, I got fresh clothes from my bag and undressed. But when I went to wash, I found the doctor had used all my water. Getting into coat, pants and shoes, I went down to the kitchen for more.
The hall was empty when I came upstairs again, except for Clio Landes.
She went past me without looking at meâdeliberately not looking at me.
I washed, dressed, and strapped on my gun. One more angle to be cleaned up, and I would be through. I didnât think Iâd need the .32 toys any more, so I put them away. One more angle, and I was done. I was pleased with the idea of getting away from Corkscrew. I didnât like the place, had never liked it, liked it less than ever since Milk Riverâs break.
I was thinking about him when I stepped out of the hotelâto see him standing across the street.
I didnât give him a tumble, but turned toward the lower end of the street.
One step. A bullet kicked up dirt at my feet.
I stopped.
âGo for it, fat boy!â Milk River yelled. âItâs me or you!â
I turned slowly to face him, looking for an out. But there wasnât any.
His eyes were insane-lighted slits. His face was a ghastly savage mask. He was beyond reasoning with.
âPut it away!â I ordered, though I knew the words were wasted.
âItâs me or you!â he repeated, and put another bullet into the ground in front of me. âWarm your iron!â
I stopped looking for an out. Blood thickened in my head, and things began to look queer. I could feel my neck thickening. I hoped I wasnât going to get too mad to shoot straight.
I went for my gun.
He gave me an even break.
His gun swung down to me as mine straightened to him.
We pulled triggers together.
Flame jumped at me.
I smacked the groundâmy right side all numb.
He was staring at meâbewildered. I stopped staring at him, and looked at my gunâthe gun that had only clicked when I pulled the trigger!
When I looked up again, he was coming toward me, slowly, his gun hanging at his side.
âPlayed it safe, huh?â I raised my gun so he could see the broken firing-pin. âServes me right for leaving it on the bed when I went downstairs for water.â
Milk River dropped his gunâgrabbed mine.
Clio Landes came running from the hotel to him.
âYouâre notâ?â
Milk River stuck my gun in her face.
âYou done that?â
âI was afraid heââ she began.
âYou â â!â
With the back of an open hand, Milk River struck the girlâs mouth.
He dropped down beside me, his face a boyâs face. A tear fell hot on my hand.
âChief, I didnâtââ
âThatâs all right,â I assured him, and I meant it.
I missed whatever else he said. The numbness was leaving my side, and the feeling that came in its place wasnât pleasant. Everything stirred inside me. â¦
XVII
I was in bed when I came to. Dr. Haley was doing disagreeable things to my side. Behind him, Milk River held a basin in unsteady hands.
âMilk River,â I whispered, because that was the best I could do in the way of talk.
He bent his ear to me.
âGet the Jew. He killed Vogel. Carefulâgun on him. Talk self-defenseâmaybe confess. Lock him up with others.â
Sweet sleep again.
Night, dim lamplight was in the room when I opened my eyes again. Clio Landes sat beside my bed, staring at the floor, woebegone.
âGood evening,â I managed.
I was sorry I had said anything.
She cried all over me and kept me busy assuring her she had been forgiven for the trickery with my gun. I donât know how many times I forgave her. It got to be a damned nuisance. No sooner would I say that everything was all right than sheâd begin
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