âThat is an absolutely absurd idea,â Clarissa said.
Before Adrian could begin to think of an answer, Clarissa outlined her plan for Adrianâs life. âI want you to become a man of substance, Adrian. You canât do that growing oranges in southern California. You also canât do it with a woman like Amanda for your wife. A man of substance needs a wife who glories in his success as her success, who understands his ambition and defers to it.â
Defer? Adrian raged behind his impassive expression. Is that what you did to my father? Is that what you call it?
âYour little California friend will never defer because she doesnât understand. She doesnât have a worldly mind, Adrian. I daresay no one in southern California does. One acquires worldliness painfully, through disappointment, yes, through pain. Through an awareness that there are winters as well as summers in every life, cold and snow and icy rain as well as sunshine.â
âShe knows pain now,â Adrian said. âWe both know it. We know what it means to lose a father.â
Adrianâs reply suggested more than the loss inflicted by death. It evoked the several ways he had lost Robert Van Ness. The implied accusation aroused his mother to fury. âGo to California if you want to. But youâll go without a cent of my money.â
Adrian was stunned. For some reasonâperhaps the unstinting way his mother had always given him moneyâit never occurred to him that she would invoke this ultimate weapon. He stalked out of the house and spent the next month in an agony of indecision. A letter from Amanda reported nothing but chaos and despair at Casa Felicidad. Her mother was having a nervous breakdown. Her overbearing older brother had taken charge of the orange groves and the household. She begged Adrian to join her as soon as possible.
Adrian spent a week composing a reply.
Dearest One:
Your letter tore at my heart. I wish I could rush to your side. But my mother is absolutely opposed to our marriage and has vowed to disinherit me if we go through with it. This leaves me in an impossible position. I can only see one solution: to submit and get my degree so that I can make my way in the worldâwhich will, I hope, lead me with all possible speed to your side. Until that day, you have my undying love. Tell me I have yours.
Adrian showed the letter to his mother before he mailed it. It was a gesture of defiance but Clarissa chose to ignore it. She put her hands on Adrianâs shoulders. âThat is a manly letter. And a wise one,â she said. âBut I hope you donât mean that last sentence about undying love.â
âI do.â
With a stifled cry she threw her arms around him. Adrian remained rigid, his arms at his side, refusing to return the embrace.
Clarissa kissed him on the forehead and let him go. Adrian retreated to the bathroom and wiped off the kiss with a cold washcloth. He knew it was an infantile gesture. But it had symbolic power.
Idealism thundered in Adrianâs soul. He was too young to fight to make the world safe for democracy. But he could and would make love and honor his guiding principles. He would marry Amanda Cadwallader and teach her to be the wife of a man of substance. He would acquire enough of that substance to defy Clarissa Ames Van Ness forever.
THE LAST PATROL
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