bed, her face turned away from the window. Her right hand held the steel tube of the bed rail. Her fingers no longer looked like the motherâs hands that had once caressed her daughter. They were gnarled sticks, dipped in a milky blue. Her once-marmalade hair was now white.
âMom?â
Bettinaâs head turned, her eyes flickering with recognition.
âKendall, youâre here.â
Kendall bent down and kissed her motherâs rice-paper skin.
âYou warm enough?â she asked, fussing with the pale yellow coverlet that had been her motherâs favorite.
âIâm fine, dear. Daddy and I were talking about you last night.â
A nurse had told Kendall that correcting her mother was not necessary and, if it didnât bother Kendall too much, to play along.
âYou canât change what a person knows, even if it is wrong,â the nurse had said.
Kendall patted her motherâs feet.
âWhat were you two conspiring about?â
Bettina smiled. âJust how proud we are of you.â
Kendall shook her head and poured some water from a white plastic pitcher on a stainless-steel tray that the staff had brought in. She glanced around the room, noticing that her motherâs collection of miniature porcelain shoes had been boxed up. The room was looking more and more institutional.
Bettina lifted her head and sucked on the straw, her lips groping the tube as if she were feeling it instead of attempting to drink. Her eyes met Kendallâs with a look of warmth, appreciation. She nodded as she leaned back on her pillow, which Kendall had fluffed slightly in the moment that she had been able do so.
âYouâre a good daughter, Kendall.â
âI try. Would you like me to sit with you?â
âThat would be nice. Tell me, dear, what are you working on?â
âSame old, Mom. Bad people doing bad things.â
âSending lots of people to jail, I hope. Might do them some good.â
âSome, not all,â Kendall said. âRemember, sending people to jail doesnât make anyone better.â
Bettina smiled. âNo, it doesnât. But it makes me feel better.â
It was funny how that moment would recur between Kendall and her mom now and then. She was an officer of the court, a detective no less, and she could clearly see that her mother and she had both been right: sending someone to jail didnât do much for the inmate, but it did make everyone else feel a little better.
She thought of Tori and Jason. She hadnât been sure if she would bring it up to her mother. Bettina had known both of them back in the day. Sheâd be interested, for sure. She might even be a little judgmental. Her mom could be that way.
âMom, we got some news that Tori OâNealâs husband was killed.â
âThat was a long time ago,â Bettina said.
Kendall shook her head. Her mother was having a very âgoodâ day indeed. âNot the husband in Hawaii. Her new husband. He was shot in their home in Tacoma.â
âTacoma?â
âYes.â
âI never liked that girl,â Bettina said.
Kendall nodded. âI know, Mom. Youâve told me. Toriâs latest trouble made me think of Jason.â
âJason was very handsome, wasnât he?â
âYes. He was.â
Kendall didnât allow her eyes to tear up. She couldnât start that now.
âI loved him, Mom,â she said.
Bettinaâs washed-out blue eyes studied her daughterâs face, looking for something, but not seeing it. âIâm sorry that things turned out the way they did,â she said.
Kendall nodded. âI know. Iâm just not sure about everything back then. If . . .â Her words trailed off.
âI know where youâre going, honey,â she said. âAnd we canât talk about it.â
âCanât we talk about it now, Mom? It has been such a long time.â
âLeave it alone,
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