fragility, and Rosie was worried about this more than anything else.
She moved her hands to his face
âMy love,â she said.
He cast his eyes down.
âI . . . I . . . You know, at the moment, theyâre giving me things to make me sleep, so I donât really have to think about it . . .â
âThereâs nothing to think about,â said Rosie fiercely. âThere was a terrible accident. You saved a child. You got the rest out. It would have been much, much worse without you. What happened before wasnât an accident, it was evil. They are not the same.â
âI know,â said Stephen.
There was a pause.
âBut the smell. And the dust, and the noise and the darkness. That was all exactly the same.â
R OSIE SPENT AN hour with him reading him stories about celebrities out of the newspaper until he begged for mercy. Then they came to change his bandages, and she went upstairs.
Intensive Care was very quiet. There was no bustle, no patients making demands, just the squeak of rubber-Âsoled white shoes on highly polished floors, and the steady beep of monitors and the decompression of breathing apparatus. It felt disconnected from the rest of the hospital, a bustling ship.
She found Hester and Arthur by the farthest bed, closest to the window.
âHello,â she whispered. There was no real need to whisper, nobody was napping, but it felt right somehow. Hester was standing up, despite her pregnancy; her face held none of the full-Âmoon glow of women preparing to give birth, but was pale and drawn and sleepless.
They acknowledged her but didnât respond. Rosie decided not to take out the Edinburgh rock sheâd brought, Edisonâs favorite.
âWhat are they saying?â she asked. Hester gazed at her as if she wasnât there, but Arthur looked grateful.
âTheyâve put him in this coma,â he said.
Edisonâs body on the bed looked absolutely tiny; he seemed younger without his dirty glasses on, and very pale. He was breathing peacefully, tubes everywhere, like an aberration; something foreign in the little body.
âItâs to stop him moving his head. They need to keep him absolutely still for as long as possible. Give him the best possible chance.
Rosie nodded.
âThat makes sense.â
âThen theyâre going to put a cast on him. . . . Heâs going to be on his back here, then theyâll keep turning him . . .â
He swallowed, deeply upset at having to talk about his only son in this way.
âItâs for the best.â
Hester sniffed loudly. Arthur motioned Rosie away.
âSheâs taking it very hard,â he said.
âOf course she is,â said Rosie. âOf course she is. Canât you get her to sit down?â
âShe wonât. She hates modern medicine and all it stands for.â
âEven now?â said Rosie.
âShe hates giving up,â said Arthur, looking slightly sheepish.
âWell, she wouldnât be able to treat this with herbs, would she?â said Rosie, then felt ashamed of her harsh tongue.
âNo,â said Arthur. âBut it makes it very difficult, having to interact with doctors and so on.â
âShe doesnât have to interactâ said Rosie. âShe just needs to say thank you.â
Arthur smiled nervously, and Rosie instantly felt awful and harsh. To change the subject, she indicated the large pile of paper next to the bed.
âWhatâs this?â
Hester looked at it dully.
âOh, Mrs. Baptiste dropped it off,â said Arthur. Rosie went over and looked. It was a huge pile of cards and letters, drawn by all the children in the class.
âWe miss you, Edison,â said one. Another had a very clear drawing of a stick man with a massive head and dirty glasses.
âI think theyâve caught him,â said Rosie, smiling.
âWe MISS YOU DOING ALL THE TAKING IN
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Robert Paul Weston
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Nora Weaving
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