else to say. My parents buy me anything I want within reason. Not that I ever ask for much.
Now, Iâm looking at her and kind of feeling sorry for her, understanding a little bit better why sheâs the way she is. Mean-spirited.
Sasha keeps talking as she pulls clothes from off the rack. âSoon as I turned sixteen that trick told me I was grown ânâ needed to finance my own needs. If I wanna eat, I gotta buy my own groceries.â
I blink.
âAnd that ole greedy heifer was still gettinâ EBT benefits for me up until last year.â
She sees the confusion on my face.
She lets out an annoyed sigh. âFood stamps. Girl, keep up.â
âOh. Okay. What about your dad?â
She screws her face up at me. âMy dad? Why you askinâ âbout him? What, you a social worker now?â
I apologize for asking. But then I turn around and I ask her how she affords all of this stuff on her paycheck if her parents donât buy them for her.
She bucks her eyes, then scrunches up her face. âSee. Now you still doinâ too much. But since you asked, Iâm on the ballers ânâ boosters program.â
I give her a confused look.
She sucks her teeth. âYou donât know much of anything, do you?â She shakes her head. âYou suburban hoes got a lot to learn. I forget yâall kinda slow.â
âNot knowing what something is doesnât make me slow,â I say, feeling insulted by her.
âYeah, okay. Whatever. I only rock witâ ballers who can finance my wears. And if they not tryna come up off them dollars, then I roll up on the boosters ânâ put my order in. They can get whatever you want. From the knock-offs to the official ish.â She pulls what Iâm sure she believes is an official Louis Vuitton bag from off a hook, holding it up. âIâm serious âbout mine. This bag costs almost fifteen hunnid in the store, but, thanks to my connect over in the Bricks, I got it for only three hunnid.â
Although I donât personally carry the coveted luxury bags, my mom does. And Iâve been inside enough Louis Vuitton stores in my lifetime to know whatâs real and whatâs not. This poor bag sheâs holding up, bragging about, isnât legit.
âThatâs nice,â I lie. I donât have the heart to tell her that sheâs been scammed. Bamboozled. Then again, itâs not my business and I donât want to be âdoinâ too much,â as she said.
She tries to give it to me. âHere, you can rock it today, if you want. Iâm goinâ to serve âem my Gucci satchel.â
I shake my head. Decline the offer. Although itâs a really good replica of the real thing, I wouldnât be caught dead carrying it. âOh, no thanks. I appreciate the offer, though.â I point over to my lipstick (thatâs the name of color) Tumi crossbody bag. âBut my little ole bag will do just fine.â
She makes a face, tossing the bag back into her crammed closet. âSuit yaself.â She shuts the door, then walks over to her bed and tosses an armful of clothes onto the center of it. âPick through these outfits ânâ see which one you wanna rock. Iâll be right back.â
She heads for the door, leaving me wondering what Iâm getting myself into by befriending her. Reluctantly, I sift through the pile of designer clothes on her bed. Everything sheâs pulled out is skimpy. But I wonât lie. A lot of it is very nice. Still. The idea of having all of my business out doesnât sit right with me.
But I did say I wanted to be adventurous this summer, didnât I?
Five minutes later, Sasha comes back into the room carrying a bottle of Hennessey and two shot glasses. âI brought us some Hen dog to get the party juices flowinâ.â I eye her as she pours herself the first shot. I quickly say no thanks when sheâs about to
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