across her throat. I quickly look away, but itâs pointless. Iâm out of favour. And Iâm going to pay. I decide to wait for Maddy to leave, in case I make a wrong move and set her off, but the door behind me crashes open and reality hits.
âSorry, Jack â I have to go!â
Running as fast as I can, I hurtle out of the school gates and across the Rec, the wind burning my eyes and throat as I gasp for breath. Feet and heart pounding, I hope that no one sees me legging it across the field, that no one meets Jack and starts asking questions. Itâs bad enough that I bashed into him wearing my rucksack geek-style and then ran off for no reason. Jack must already think Iâm a total loser. But a thief? Even though heâd never be interested in me, Iâd die if Jack knew what Iâd done.
* * *
As soon as Iâm home, I shout hello as I run upstairs, whack on Johnny Cash full blast, and then kneel on my bedroom floor. Blocking my door in case Harriet tries to come in, I rifle through the bag. I dance in time to Johnny, checking one compartment at a time. It really sucks when I open the driving licence and Mrs Snellingâs happy face smiles out â I hadnât even considered it would belong to her. Hadnât considered who it would belong to at all. I stop dancing and continue my search. I find cherry lip-salve, tissues, keys and a few utility bills. The purse has exactly £91.80 in it, along with a graduation photo of some guy with ginger hair. Probably Mrs Snellingâs son, judging by the hair.
I should be ecstatic â Iâve never had so much money, and can buy loads of ingredients now â but deep down, I feel like a right scumbag. Iâm no better than the smackhead in the news last week, who clobbered an old lady over the head for a few measly quid. Mrs Snelling helped me when I needed it. If only the bag had belonged to someone else.
After returning all of its contents to their correct compartments, I throw the bag into my wardrobe and bury it underneath a heap of clothes. I slouch back against the door â why did I have to listen to Maddy? What have I done?
Chapter Sixteen
In Full Swing, Marching Up and Down
âHey, sorry I m-missed you after school, Liv. Iâd have waited longer if I could, but you kn-know how Mam worries. What happened to you, anyway?â
Sarah looks at me suspiciously â she thinks I sneaked off again.
âI wasnât sure about the homework, so I stayed back to ask about it.â
Itâs amazing how fast lies can come out of my mouth sometimes. Sarah raises an eyebrow but Iâm ready for her. I roll my eyes dramatically.
âI know, since when did I care? Hattyâs on my case.â
âYou look knackered.â
âThanks! Glad I can count on you for moral support.â
Itâs enough to stop the questions. If I could tell Sarah about the bag, sheâd know what to do. But I know how much she hates stealing, and I still havenât made it up to her properly for ditching her for Mad Dog. I hardly slept a wink last night, worrying â but Sarah canât bail me out this time.
âLetâs get school over with. Another day of imprisonment and torture!â I say.
âItâs not that bad.â
I give Sarah my best âhave you got two headsâ look.
âWeâve got Careers Studies after registration class,â she says. âWeâll see more of Chris today!â
âYouâre obsessed. Itâs embarrassing,â I say, turning my face away in case I blush. I wish Jack was in Careers Studies too.
We giggle the rest of the way to school. When we get there, itâs like a disturbed ant nest. Thousands of pupils in burgundy uniforms swamp the corridors. Our usually calm registration teacher, Mrs Pearl, flaps and fusses as she redirects us to the Main Hall. A whole-school assembly has been called.
âI wonder whatâs up with her,â
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