brain where the optic nerves cross. Neurologists have already come across problems like hemianopsia, where the patient sees only half an image, for instance, but never anything like this.â
âDid they do an autopsy?â
âIâm sorry to say they didnât. There was no question about the suicide. And you know, the rules are a bit different in prison. Carnot had been sentenced to thirty years, twenty-five of them in solitary. He didnât exist anymore. And his adoptive parents . . . they didnât request an investigation.â
He took a sheet of paper and sketched a diagram.
âThe eye functions like a lens. The image of the outside world as it hits the retina is upside down. Then itâs the brain, in particular the visual cortex, that turns it right side up, in the direction of gravity. Itâs quite possible that Carnotâs brain presented a real neurological dysfunction in that regard, which would have begun imperceptibly a little more than a year ago.â
âSo before he kidnapped my children.â
âIndeed. He claimed heâd already made upside-down drawings on paper before he committed his acts. But as you know, a sheet of paper can be turned in any direction, so itâs hard to say if he was telling the truth. The fact remains that his headaches were growing worse exponentially over the past weeks.â
âAnd could the . . . the fact that these images were upside down, could that somehow have been related to his acts of violence? His brutality?â
Duvette seemed to be weighing every word.
âYou know as much about Carnotâs past as I do, I imagine. Loving adoptive parents, both Catholic. A childhood as normal as any other kidâs. Mediocre student but generally well behaved. No psychiatric history, not many fights. In any case, given his size, no one bothered him much. At thirteen, he was already five foot eleven, a real force of nature. As his birth records are sealed, I wasnât able to check his biological familyâs medical history. Thatâs the only gap in the file. All we know is that Carnot was lactose intolerant: he couldnât drink a drop of milk without experiencing intense vomiting and diarrhea. Often other inmates would slip a bit of milk into his food, just for the fun of seeing him suffer.â
âHis suffering is the least of my concerns.â
Lucie couldnât unwind. Her hands kneaded her thighs. Surely because of this prison, the atmosphere of madness and death floating over everything. She, too, had checked the past of the man who had killed her daughter. Born in Reims on January 4, 1987, and given up for adoption; taken in by a local couple, devoutly religious, around thirty years old at the time, who had later moved to the Poitou region because of a job transfer. When he was old enough, Carnot had taken a job in a factory in Poitiers that made ice cream cartons. A regular guy, always on time for work, everybody liked him. Until he committed his atrocity.
Lucie returned to the present, biting the insides of her cheeks. Every time she thought about the killerâs squeaky-clean past, she flew into a rage. She did not want Carnotâs responsibility for his crimes to be reduced in any way. Even dead, she wanted him to bear the weight of his actions, to carry it with him to the shores of hell.
âEven individuals with the nicest childhoods can become sick perverts,â she said sharply. âWeâve seen that enough times. You donât need any anomalies in the brain or family history. You donât need to have tortured little furry animals when you were young. Some of those murderers were ideal neighbors, the picture of innocence.â
âIâm well aware of that. But given the situation, I can only tell you what I know. Carnot had episodes of extreme aggressiveness, as well as visual disturbances and loss of balance, accompanied by severe head pain. Recently
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