ours are over. Finito. Kaput.
Stella looks at me, a little smile playing on her lips.
You think Iâm kidding? I reach behind my headâfiddle with the clasp of her necklace until it comes loose. See? Iâm taking this off. I donât need it anymore. I donât need you anymore.
She opens her mouth as if sheâs going to say something, but no words come out.
Later, when Iâm lying in bed, there she is again. Green eyes watching me. Soft pink mouth opening and closing, opening and closing, like a fish.
But no words come out. Not a single one.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
After another day of dirty looks and not one person to hang out with after school, I open the mailbox. Usually thereâs nothing for meâmy Maine friends just call and e-mailâbut today there is.
I stare at the envelope.
Miss Evyn Linney and Mrs. Eleni Linney.
A sick feeling comes over me as I open it, and not just because the yellow-and-green-plaid card stock is nauseating to behold.
You are cordially invited to the 47th Annual March School Mother-Daughter Tea. Sunday, November Twenty-third at Two in the Afternoon
Are they serious? Do they actually think sheâs my mother? And if they know sheâs notâif they know sheâs just the woman my father marriedâdo they really think Iâd want to drink tea with her, anywhere? The thought of walking into the March School on a weekend, for an afternoon of small talk and crumpets, is bad enough. But with Betty Boop by my side? Forget it.
Luckily, Iâm the one who brought in the mail. She hasnât seen the invitation yet, and now she never will.
Birdie walks into the kitchen just as Iâm stuffing the last shreds of yellow and green into the trash can.
âHey, Ev,â he says, not noticing a thing. âHow was the day?â
âFine,â I say.
âSchool was good?â
âUh-huh.â
âAnything to share?â
I look at him.
Heâs got that eager-beaver look on his face, like heâs been doing some inspirational reading. How to Connect with Your Daughter in the Kitchen After School.
âAnything?â he repeats.
I shake my head.
Iâve never seen him act this way around me. We used to just talk, like regular people.
âYouâll be here for dinner, right?â he asks.
âWhy wouldnât I be here for dinner?â
He laughsâa jolly har, har, har. âNo reason. Itâs just Family Meeting Night, thatâs all.â
Family Meeting Night.
Linus.
Linus will be here.
âIf you could be at the table by six oâclock that would be great.â
I shrug. Whatever, my shoulders say.
But that shrug is a lie.
Inside, my heart is playing the bongos. My brain is flinging open storage drawers, in search of the perfect outfit.
Family Meeting Night. I have on a black camisole and tight black jeansâcastoffs from Jules. Also lipstick. Itâs the kind of ensemble that a girl with short hair and no curves whatsoever could actually look good in. Even sexy. Maybe. If you were to squint at her from a great distance.
I come to the table, hoping I wonât say anything stupidâhoping my crush-blush will behave itself.
But when I get there, Linusâs seat is empty. Apparently, he has a take-home exam due on Monday, and itâs half his grade. Heâs not here, and for the dinner portion of the evening Iâm devastated.
The knee slapper is this: I only think Iâm devastated. I donât know real devastation yet. No one does. Not Mackey, not Thalia, not the sweater twins, not Ajax, not Phoebe. Real devastation wonât hit us until after dessert. Until after we file into the living room. Until Birdie and Eleni are standing right in front of us, beaming like a couple of halogen lightbulbs. It hurts my eyes to look at them.
âKids.â My father slides his arm around her shoulders and squeezes. âWe have an announcement.â
They move closer to each
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