mirror, but guys do stupid stuff when they get mad. You ever do anything stupid?â
Rawls thought about losing it that day in the McDonaldâs parking lot.
âNever,â he said.
29. MIKEY
It wasnât just me that Shayne decided to unfriend. The next day he unfriended Marie, too.
I passed them in the hall that afternoon. Marie was firing all her gunsâplaying with her hair, batting her eyes, licking her lips, the whole packageâbut Shayne had on his impenetrable, invulnerable, hard-eyed face, the same look heâd used on me at lunch. It gave me a little boost to see Marie about to get the same treatment.
At the end of the day, right as I was leaving school, I saw Marie in the parking lot by the motorcycles, talking to Kyle. Shayne, whose bike was parked a few spaces down, walked right past them. Marie never looked his way. She knew he was thereâMarieâs guydar is practically a superpowerâbut she pointedly ignored him. Shayne got on his bike and sat there. Marie went into her hair-flipping, lip-licking routine with Kyle. It was all for ShayneâMarie was not interested in Kyle. But a few seconds later she climbed onto the back of Kyleâs bike and rode off with him. Shayne watched them until they turned out of sight, then started his bike and headed in the same direction.
Apparently, although he had unfriended Marie, he still cared what happened to her.
Even then, in the midst of my feeling sorry for myself and resentful and angry and all the other negative crap that goes on along with being told to get lost, I understood what Shayne thought he was doing.
He thought he was protecting us.
I took the long way home and found myself walking past Pépé and Méméâs place, so I stopped by for a visit. Pépé immediately got out the checkerboard. Mémé was lying down with a headache, so I didnât get bombarded with food, but that was okay. I really just wanted to ask Pépé about
djabs
. I waited until we were several moves into the game.
âIâve been thinking about what you said, about
djabs,
â I said.
âThat was just an old man talking,â he said.
âYeah, but it kind of made sense.â
Pépé pushed one of his pieces forward, offering me a jump. I examined the board carefully. If I jumped him, he would get a double jump and have one potential king on my side of the board. I tried to think it out, then saw how I could advance another piece and force him to make a jump that would set me up for a triple.
I made the move. Pépé grinned.
âWondered if youâd see that,â he said, resignedly making the move.
I said, âDo you think people are like checkers?â
âNo.â He sat back in his chair. âI think checkers are like people.â
âWhatâs the difference?â
âPeople came first.â
I made my triple jump. âKing me.â
Pépé kinged me.
âThese boys you know,â he said. âThey are just boys. Not checkers. Not
djabs.
You should stay away from them, even the one who takes your side.â
âNo problem there. He doesnât want to be friends anymore.â
âYou see? A
djab
would not give up.â
âI didnât say heâs given up. I think he doesnât want to be my friend because he thinks itâll make problems for me.â
âMaybe he is right.â
âYeah, but why would he do that?â
âThat is one thing you donât knowâwhat is in another personâs head. What of the other boy?â
âHe still thinks I owe him money.â
âThat is not good.â Pépé moved a piece forward. âYour mémé may be right. Maybe you should talk to your teachers.â
âJon hasnât been in school. I think he dropped out.â
âThen the police.â
I imagined myself walking into the police station. What would they do? Nothing. I had no proof of
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