parenthood of a girl as complex as Charlene. Itâd be like a poodle trying to mother a baby Rottweiler. Or a fuzzy, fluffy rabbit trying to nurture a porcupine.
Jack could sympathize. She was in a mess.
It just wasnât his mess.
Yet as he trudged across the yard, he still felt unsettled andâ¦restless. He was used to women coming on to him, thinking he was attractive. Itâs not as if he were in his dotage, for Godâs sake. He had all his hair. Kept up his build. Women seemed to sense he had exceptional potential between the sheetsâwhich was the total truth. He took major pride in the skills and experience he brought to a lover.
So itâd been a while since a woman had punched him in the ego teeth.
What itched him most was that Merry apparently thought she was complimenting him. Good friend? Nice dad? What the hell was that? When sheâd kissed him the night before, sheâd sure yanked all his testosterone chainsâ¦but hell, maybe he hadnât aroused any of hers and the chemical combustion between them had been all on his side.
So⦠fine, he thought. And slammed the door on the way in.
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M ERRY LOOKED AT THE GLUM FACE across the breakfast table on Saturday morning. âYou sleep okay?â
âFine,â Charlie said, head down.
âYou kept saying it went okay in schoolâ¦but did something happen with that Dougall boy?â
Charlene shrugged. âHe said he was sorry. Iâm not sure if he was really sorry or not. I think they made him say something because of, like, implying I was gay. The school always has a cow if somebody does the homophobe thing. But, whatever.â
Whatever. The universal answer. But the kidâs face still looked clunky-low. âAre you still upset with me about the argument we had about the guns?â
âNo.â
Merry figured any answer that short was really a yes, but getting more information was like pushing a rock uphill. âI got a call last night,â she mentioned. âJune Innes. Do you remember meeting her?â
Finally, a direct glance. Wary. âYeah. She was the one who met with me after Dad died. I mean, so did a social worker, but Mrs. Innes was different. It was kind of weird, you know? She said she had the power to say what happened to me. Like that sheâd be the one whoâd represent me in court.â
Merry nodded. âIâm not sure I totally understand the whole guardian ad litem role, either, Charl. But youâve got it right. Sheâs supposed to be on your side, represent your needs. And she called to say she was coming over Monday, after school. Just to see you.â She would have added more details, but Charlieâs face lit up with alarm.
âIâm fine. Nobody has to ârepresentâ me. Nobody has to see me. Nothingâs wrong. I donât want to talk to her. Youâre not going to throw me out just because of the trouble in school, are you? Iâve never been in trouble before. Even once. It was just a bad day!â
Merry felt her heart squeeze tight. âI was never going to throw you out, you silly, whether youâre having bad days or good days. But we canât stop Mrs. Innes from visiting, Charl. And she really is on your side. I have to admit, though, when she called, I realized weâd been trashing the house. We should probably do straightening up before she gets here.â
âI can clean house. I know how. You donât have to.â And then another burst. âI donât want to go anywhere else but home. I donât see why she gets to say what happens to me. She doesnât even know me. Youâre not mad at me, are you, Merry? Because I can be quieter. And I can clean good. Youâre not going to let her take me away, are you?â
âNo one, but no one, is going to take you away, Charlie.â Merry kept thinking, Poor baby. The crazy brush cut and swagger and guns were just the opposite of
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