at Broadway Station, Billy didnât move. So I knew we werenât going to Vancouver General Hospital.
At Burrard Street Station, Billy sat and looked out at the platform. A bunch of giggling teens made their way to the escalator. This was the stop for St. Paulâs Hospital. We had run out of hospitals.
âShouldnât we be getting off?â I asked him.
He shook his head.
There was only one more stop, and I was beginning to think I hadnât heard Billy right. Maybe heâd said hostel, not hospital. But what about Lions Gate Hospital on the North Shore? Maybe we were heading for the SeaBus.
We were at the end of the line, Waterfront Station. I followed Billy off the train, up the escalator and out onto Cordova Street. So it wasnât to be Lions Gate. Billy steered me east through the rain towards Gastown. He didnât say a word. I was beginning to worry. Had he lost it? Had his mind suddenly flipped? We left Gastown behind and marched along Water Street onto Powell. Everyone walked past a man lying unconscious in a shop doorway, cradling a wine bottle in his arms. This was the downtown eastside where the drunks and the drug addicts and the homeless people hung out. Well, we were criminals now. We belonged here.
We came to a small brick building with a sign planted in the scruffy grass: Mayâs Place in big letters, and underneath that, The May Gutteridge Community Home.
âCome on,â Billy said, leading the way through the door. He stopped at a small reception desk and an older woman with white hair and a nurseâs uniform flashed him a saintly smile. âHello, Billy,â she said. âHang your coats on the rack and go right up.â
I followed Billy up a flight of stairs and down a hall. This had to be the smallest hospital in the world. The doors were open. I counted six beds, one per room, all occupied. I turned my eyes away, trying not to stare. Billy had obviously been here before. He stopped in front of an open door, and we went in. The small room smelled of disinfectant. The walls were painted a light blue. A window looked out at another building. In the bed was a geezer with his eyes closed. He looked like he might be dead. Then I remembered why we were here. This geezer was Billyâs dad.
Billy pulled two chairs over to the bed, one on each side, and sat in the one close to the window. I sat, wondering what I was doing here. I hated hospitals.
The room was silent.
âFunny little hospital,â I whispered.
Billy looked at me from the other side of his dadâs bed. âItâs a hospice.â
âA hospice?â
âFor the downtown eastside people.â
Then I remembered that a hospice is a place where people go to die.
Billy said, âHeâs got cancer real bad. The doctor told me itâs only a matter of days.â
I had never been in a room with a dying person before. It was a bit scary. I imagined Death dressed in black, hovering over the bed like a filmy ghost, waiting to take Billyâs dad away.
I looked at the frail old manâs face. He looked pinched and pale and had thin bloodless lips. I saw no resemblance to Billy whatsoever.
âYour dad lived around here?â
âYeah. I just found out. Few days ago. Heâs been here three weeks. Social Services called Janice. My old man had put me down as his next of kin.â
On his birthday, Billy said that his dad had been a big guy who wore a leather jacket like the one I gave him. Maybe the man sleeping in the bed had been big once, but he wasnât big now. âWas that the last time you saw him, when you were little and he gave you rides on his motorcycle?â
Billy nodded. âOne day he went off on his motorcycle, and I never saw him again.â
A nurse with short black hair came in, smiled at us, looked at the sleeping man, took his pulse and left.
We sat in silence for a long time. Billyâs dad didnât wake up.
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