we started playing with it. When turned up high it gave quite a jolt. We would hold hands and see how many cadets the current would effect when we made a circle. One of our goofier cadets started connecting the prongs to different body parts. He would then have me turn the settings on high and see how long he could take it. He placed a probe on either side of his foot and ended up falling backwards over the bench he was sitting on when I turned up the unit. We couldn’t control our laughter and it became a contest to see who could follow in his footsteps and repeat what he did. These are young guys mind you, most in their twenties, and it didn’t take long before the probes were going under clothing on unmentionable body parts. We were laughing so hard we were crying. We called it the electric erection. We were like a bunch of kids, good friends and family. For that short amount of time, I felt like a kid again and not old enough to be these men’s mother. On another one of these evenings, my friend Veronica drove down to check out the academy. She brought along Betty, another of my good friends. They were able to eat dinner in the cafeteria with me and I showed them around campus. After dinner they asked if I could go out to a bar. I told them I would have needed to get written permission several days in advance. We walked around the campus for a while and I finally said to hell with it. If Sgt. Spears from my future department could sneak up to the tower and get drunk, I could sneak off campus. We made a break for it and ended up at the bar inside Chili’s Restaurant. Betty was our designated driver so Veronica and I tied one on. I’m not sure how many pitchers of margaritas we had but I could barely walk by the time we left. I stumbled into my dorm room at 0100 hours. I was up at 0445 hours or at least that’s when the alarm went off. I struggled to get out of bed and somehow managed to get myself to physical training. My head was spinning uncontrollably. I showered fast, brushed my teeth and shoved gum into my mouth (also against the rules). My stomach was turning and I was thinking a night of disobeying orders was not the best of ideas. After warming up, I ran to the bathroom and puked my guts up which helped. I then went back out and struggled through a six-mile run and weight training. Thank god no one smelled alcohol on my breath. I know it was a lot to risk, but I needed to cross the line. I had done everything asked of me and this act of rebellion felt great, although my stomach and head didn’t. I will always love Veronica for bringing out my wild side and helping me break the rules. I had earned this small break in routine. I waited all day for Sgt. Dickens to mention I was seen leaving campus but it never happened. The week ended and there were only two weeks to go. The following week would be the hardest we had yet to face. Sitting in my classroom on Friday, I looked around at all these hopeful young men. I couldn’t imagine one of them failing at this late date. I was thinking the same of myself. We had all come so far and everything we had learned was coming together. This had been the longest sixteen weeks of my life. Two more to go and I did not plan on letting anything stop me.
Chapter 21 Failure Is Not An Option
After what seemed like a short weekend, Monday came around. It was our last weekly test. I had studied hard and did well. We all passed. The rest of the day was spent in the classroom reviewing for the final which would take place the following Monday. Tuesday was our Defensive Tactics final. We had to know the names of all the major pressure points and major nerves on the body. We had to demonstrate proper take down procedure as well as handcuffing techniques. We all passed this test as well. Stop and approach scenarios would begin on Wednesday. As they did last time, all the volunteers arrived the evening before. We had been hearing horror stories of what we