smothering her with his body, his hand over her mouth as she tried to scream for him to stop. In her nightmare, Manolo was raping her, and had been, every morning, to teach her obedience. Mauryâs voice had managed to blend into her nightmare.
âYour food is gonâ get cold,â Maury said, shaking her. âWake up.â
Halleigh slowly opened her eyes, and a feeling of unfamiliarity crept into her heart. She felt a pair of strong hands on her neck, and she immediately jumped up, thinking that it was Manolo touching her.
âStop it! Get off of me! Manolo, please stop! Donât touch me!â She scrambled out of bed and peered frightfully at Maury.
âWhoa! Calm down, Halleigh. Youâre okay. Itâs just me,â Maury said in a low, soothing tone.
Halleigh looked around slowly and began to realize where she was. This was one of the first mornings she was able to wake up without worrying about Manoloâs treacherous ways. âHeâs gone,â she whispered as she collapsed onto the bed and put her face in her hands. âHe canât hurt you anymore,â she told herself as her tears came unwillingly.
Maury didnât know who âheâ was, but he knew that whoever Halleigh was referring to had terrified her to the breaking point. He walked over to the side of the bed and sat beside her. âYouâre good, ma. Ainât nobody gonâ hurt you.â He wrapped his arms around her.
Halleigh rested in his arms for a few minutes. It felt so safe and reassuring. There was only one pair of arms that ever felt like that around herâMalekâs. Halleigh closed her eyes and envisioned Malek there rescuing her from the horrible life sheâd been living. She never wanted him to let her go.
Halleigh put her arms around Maury and pulled him closer to her. Oh, Malek , she thought as she pressed her face against him. Just then she looked up and saw Maury staring down at her. She quickly pulled away from him and walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind her, leaving a confused Maury on the bed.
Tears filled Halleighâs eyes as she began to whimper. âHe canât hurt you anymore,â she told herself. âYou run your own shit now. Your life is in your hands, and you wonât allow anyone to make you feel powerless again.â
Halleigh got a piece of tissue from the toilet paper roll and wiped the last tear from her face, promising herself that she would stay strong. She needed to take control of her life, and she decided that today was the day she would start and never look back again.
She splashed cold water on her face, dried her hands, and then walked back out into the bedroom. Maury was still sitting on the bed. Halleigh saw that he had breakfast spread out on a small tray for her.
âI didnât know what you wanted,â Maury said to Halleigh as he nodded toward the spread, âso I got you a little bit of everything.â
Halleigh gave Maury a smile that said, âThank you.â She then lowered her head. She was sure that he would want an explanation for what heâd just witnessed from her a few minutes ago, but to her surprise, he didnât mention it. She was grateful for that as she stood there looking down at the food, wondering why he was being so nice to her. Nobody was kind for no reason, not at first anyway. They always wanted something. Halleigh wondered just what it was Maury wanted from her.
âCome here,â Maury stated. He got up and walked toward Halleigh and grabbed her hand. âWhatâs wrong? Never seen sausage and pancakes before?â Maury tried to lighten the awkward mood.
âYeah.â Halleigh nodded. âBut whatâs it for?â she asked as she followed him toward the bed.
âWhat do you mean, what is it for? For you to eat.â He pulled back the plush comforter for her.
She sat down, and he put some pillows behind her back.
âI mean,
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