entertained.” This time Latha whipped around and gave him a jaundiced look that reminded him of the really-Kieran looks he got from Ash. “What?” “ Men are such idiots sometimes.” Latha sat next to him and stirred the sugar into her coffee. “ Says the qualified doctor who thought it would be a good idea to get mixed up with drug dealers.” If someone wrote a manual, which was a step-by-step guide to figuring out woman, they’d become a billionaire in their own right. Latha lifted her chin and for the first time he saw her pain. “The day Johnny died, I lost the man I loved and my best friend. One maybe I could handle, but both―” Kieran shifted uncomfortably in his chair. He was so wrong to flee because he couldn’t handle the stress and he owed her an apology for that. “I shouldn’t have left you. I’m sorry.” Latha placed her hand over his. “We were young and hurting. We did stupid things. We’re not young or stupid anymore though.” Kieran met her gaze and his throat closed. He knew the conversation had changed and she wasn’t talking about them anymore, but she didn’t understand anything. How could she? She hadn’t been here for the last few weeks. She didn’t know what his life was like. “Some things can’t be changed.” She sighed and took her hand away. “Can they not, Kieran?” ***** Ash hadn’t seen him in days, but she could swear that she dreamed about him every night. He’d be in her room. She knew it like she knew she was able to walk down a walkway without tripping on high-heeled shoes. Knew it like her heart was able to pump blood through her veins. It had to be because each night, she’d wake and there would be the faint scent of pine needles in the air. She knew it wasn’t the ghost of her dream. Kieran was always near. At least she hoped. She had to keep hope because her aunt was now on a mission. As soon as she was recovered, she was to be married. In three months to be exact. Sushi had gone to see the priest and they were looking at the next auspicious date. The day when the moon and stars align and Alok and she could be together forever. It was out of her hands now. It was up to the stars. The large full moon reminded her of the white plate her aunt chose for their wedding reception. It left a dark shadow in the room that otherwise had a perfect view of the moon and stars that were deciding her destiny. A tentative knock on the door brought hope. Maybe Kieran finally understood and came to visit. When she turned to see Julie Kanna, she blew a deep breath. She straightened her spine. If only she’d give me a chance, I’m sure I can be as good as Latha . With a lot of effort and pain she sat up straighter, and tried to smile. “Mrs Kanna, come in please.” Julie Kanna cautiously entered and then her gaze roamed the room. “Are they giving you something for the pain?” Ash tucked her hair behind her ear. Did she really look that bad? “Yes, but it still hurts. They also tell me the bruising is from them trying to keep me alive before they got me to hospital and it will fade. So it must look worse than it is.” Julie nodded and bowed her head. “I’m sorry for all the distress our family has caused you. Kieran has explained everything to us. You were very kind to agree to do what you did for my husband. I behaved badly. I am sorry.” Ash shook her head. “Please Mrs Kanna, don’t apologise. Kieran’s father reminds me of my own father. I am glad he had the operation and I hope everything works out.” Julie turned to leave but then stopped. “I was wrong about you. My son saw the good in you. I think he cares for you. I know you are already spoken for and I am sorry about that. I haven’t seen that sparkle in my son’s eyes in a long―” She took her pallu and wiped her tears. “Actually, I’ve never seen a sparkle in my son’s eyes. He was always reserved. I am not sure he ever fell in love.” Ash sat up straighter hoping