I pull my practice jersey over my head.
Cashmere crawls toward the end of the bed. âIt was a mistake.â She purrs, âIâm sorry. Let me make it up to you.â
Iâve been with this girl for a year. Screwed her every way I know how, and thought that was loveâbut at his moment, I feel nothing for her. Itâs almost scary. No guilt, no tender urge to protect her feelings. Iâm not sure she has any. Itâs really fucked up.
âIf you didnât, I wouldâve broken up with you. Weâre done, Cazz.â
Her eyes drop to the bulge in my boxers and she licks her lips. She rises to her knees and moves to wrap her arms around my neck. âYou donât look done to me.â
I catch her wrists and look at her hard.
âTrust me, Iâm done .â
Anger flashes in her hazel eyes, sharp and vindictive and oh-so familiar. âI heard you hung out with your little freakazoid friend this weekend.â
My grip on her wrists tightens. âDonât call her that.â
Her mouth twists into a nasty knot. âDid you fuck her? Is that what this is about?â
I drop her wrists and take a step back. âThis has nothing to do with Kennedy.â
âOh, please. You would never turn me down unless you already had someplace new to stick your dick into. I know you, Brent.â She slides off the bed and trails the tip of her finger slowly up my arm. âAnd thatâs why I know when youâre done with your little trip into Loservilleâyouâre going to come right back to me. Weâre too good together.â
Because sheâs the hottest girl in school, I used to get a charge out of hearing her talk like thatâa rush of confidence. Now it just makes me think that Cashmere is total bunny-boiling material.
âTake my jersey off. We have a game tomorrow night; itâs bad luck if you wear it. Leave it on the bed.â
And before she even starts to take it off, Iâm out the door.
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Lacrosse practice runs overtime. One of our starting defenders busted his ankle last week, trying to parkour between two garbage dumpsters. Heâs kind of an idiot. The second string taking his place is a freshmanâgood but nervousâso Coach and I stayed after practice to work with him and to go over the opposing teamâs game tapes. Itâs dusk by the time I leave the gym.
Walking back to my dorm, my lacrosse bag over my shoulder, Iâm in a great mood. I donât think Iâve stopped smiling all day. I may even whistle a merry tune. My mother had a thing for Gene Kelly when I was a kid, and in my head, Iâm totally doing the âSinginâ in the Rainâ dance.
Three guys are standing on the dorm buildingâs steps. And even though Iâm not the type who listens to other peopleâs conversations, two words zoom straight to my eardrums, like a nuclear missile: Kennedy Randolph.
And my mental Gene Kelly is struck by a bolt of lightning and bursts into flames.
âI told you sheâd say yes, dumbass. I donât know why you waited three years to ask her.â
Thatâs Peter Elliot. Heâs a science kidâbiology. He got a grant from the federal government last year to cross-breed poisonous caterpillars, I think. And heâs talking to William Penderghast and Alfonso DiGaldi. Theyâre on the brainier end of the spectrum tooâquiet, kinda bland guys who spend most of the weekend in the library.
âYou canât rush these things. The timing had to be just right. But now the stars have aligned and Kennedy Randolph is going to the movies with me this Friday. Maybe I should rent a limo.â
William laughs for no reason. Smiles so big and bright it almost hurts to look at himâbecause he looks like how I felt just ten seconds ago.
I walk straight up to them, eyes on William. âDid you just say youâre going out with Kennedy
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