Aphrodite by Russell Andrews Page A

had a witness saying that Susanna Morgan had been murdered. But there was no motive and very little physical evidence to back it up. There was a connection between Susanna Morgan and Crabbe, but it was a tenuous one at best. And there was absolutely no proof that anything had happened to Wallace Crabbe other than the fact that he might have decided to stay at his girlfriend’s house for the night. Halfway through his explanation, Westwood could feel the two cops tune him out. They weren’t buying it. Not enough proof. Too much of a stretch. Absolutely no evidence. And it was all coming from a schmuck walking a one-street-long beat in a basically crimeless town.
    So he clammed up. The passion that had come out when he’d explained his theory to Leggett was gone. He finished his story in a quiet monotone, listened as the cops politely said they’d check up on Crabbe and keep Justin informed as the investigation progressed. They had glanced at each other and smiled at the word “investigation.”
    It was over. Without Wallace Crabbe’s body there was nothing.
    As the two cops left, he heard one of them say to Brian, “What’s the story with that guy?” Brian responded, too low for Justin to hear. Then he heard them all laugh knowingly. One of the cops also said, “Hey, isn’t this where that intern’s from? The one who’s missing in D.C.?” And this time it was Gary who answered, “Maura Greer. Yeah. She was a townie.”
    “You know her?” one of the Middleview cops asked.
    “Went to high school with her,” Gary said. And Brian said, “Me too.”
    “She looks like a babe,” the same Middleview cop muttered.
    “A little porky,” Brian said. “But not too shabby.”
    “Hell,” the Middleview cop said, “
that’s
who you guys should go out and find. Be a couple of heroes. Don’t waste your time on
this
bullshit.”
    And they all laughed again.
    Then, when he came out of Leggett’s office, Brian had accused him of rolling over. Had he? Yeah, probably. He’d spent so many years rolling over that he couldn’t tell the difference anymore. But what the hell could he have said that would have made any difference? I have a hunch? I give out parking tickets in a resort town now but my hunches used to mean something? Yeah, that would have worked. He told himself that he gave up trying to convince them because he had nothing. Somewhere inside him was the thought that he was wrong. That his instincts had dulled and atrophied and his hunches no longer had validity. That the unpleasant and compulsively tidy man hadn’t been attacked, that he did actually have a girlfriend and he was probably just spending the night with her. That was why Wallace Crabbe hadn’t answered his phone. Because he was simply leading a normal life, something Justin Westwood hadn’t led in six and a half years.
    Justin made the turn onto Main Street. So what now? Too early to get drunk. Besides, he was on duty. He thought about saying he was sick and going home, smoking as much dope as he could, and blaring some R.E.M., drowning out the world and shutting his eyes for the rest of the day. But he knew he wouldn’t do that. Couldn’t do it. If he did, he’d stay there a lot longer than one day. So he had to ask himself the same question he’d asked himself almost every hour of the day and night for the past six-plus years: What do I do to get through the next sixty minutes without blowing my brains out?
    Much to his surprise, Justin Westwood decided that what he’d do was go see about a yoga lesson.
    Deena Harper’s class was just ending. Justin peered in from the street, through the tinted plate-glass window that separated Deena’s studio from the sidewalk. She was wearing a pair of black tights and a black tank top. No shoes, just a pair of thick gray wool socks. He saw two middle-aged women doing their best to unfold their legs and stand up. And one young man—Justin thought it was the guy who ran the computer store a couple