way. Letâs just leave it, okay?â
He started to pass her, but her voice stopped him.
âYou donât have a home?â
He hesitated. âDepends on what you mean by that.â
âOh, for the love of...â She broke off. Then, almost a command, she said, âFollow me home.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I want to talk.â
âYouâve got plenty of friends.â
She drew a breath. âBut theyâre not you.â Without another word, she walked around a car and climbed in behind the wheel.
âShould you be driving?â he called after her.
âWho else will do it for me?â She revved the engine and drove away, leaving him somewhere near hellâs door as he wondered if he should follow her or ignore her. He certainly hadnât come here to make her life harder.
But his feet seemed to have a mind of their own and carried him toward Marisaâs place. He guessed they were going to have it out. Maybe then heâd be free to leave.
She opened the door to him, and he stepped in from the cold. Odd how symbolic that suddenly seemed. âI made you coffee. I need to get my feet up.â
âSomething wrong?â
âPregnancy. Nothingâs wrong.â
âYou want coffee, too?â
âSure, why not?â
Hardly inviting, but sheâd seldom been inviting toward him. He was like a mess she didnât know how to clean up. He got it. He just wished he could explain what kept him stapled here when he was clearly so unwanted.
He brought coffee into the living room and found her in the rocker with her feet up on the hassock. âBadly swollen?â he asked, trying to be polite.
âItâs becoming more common, but the doc isnât too worried. Just spend a little less time on my feet and put them up when I can.â
Well, that was more than sheâd been sharing since their first meeting. Was that good or bad? âSo, whatâs been keeping you on your feet?â
She surprised him then, laughing softly. âNesting.â
âNesting?â
âI was warned this would happen toward the end of my term. Cleaning binge. Getting everything ready.â
âThe crib is sorted out?â Heâd managed to put those brackets in for her in the midst of handling the staircase.
âGo look,â she said, waving her hand.
So he did. The crib was at the foot of her bed, a mattress in place, the bedding all made up, pads around the entire thing for protection, he supposed. He had to do a lot of guessing when it came to babies. Heâd learned some things after his sister was born, but a ten-year-old boy didnât pay attention to many of the details. A mobile hung from the ceiling, and he imagined one of her friends had done that for her. Soft cartoon characters hung from it. The top of her dresser looked ready to be a changing table.
He returned to the living room feeling odd in some way. Preparation for a new life. Never had he felt more out in the cold. He perched on the edge of the couch, alert, ready to leave as quickly as necessary. Hell, he lived most of his life that way.
âSo you donât have a home?â she said.
âNot really. Iâm gone too much.â
She nodded. âJohnny was, too.â Then she surprised him. âIâve been rude to you.â
âNoââ
âYes,â she interrupted. âRude. You were Johnnyâs friend. Apparently, a good enough friend to come to the back of beyond to check on his wife. Iâve treated you exactly like that gum on my shoe.â
âItâs okay.â
âNo,â she said hotly, âitâs not okay. You were my husbandâs friend, one of the best he had, and Iâve treated you poorly. I didnât want you here.â
There, sheâd said it. He edged forward, ready to leave.
âBut the thing is,â she continued, âI didnât want you here for reasons that
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