here from Lancaster County, no one had ever questioned that he and Miriam made the perfect pair. It had been easy for them to court because Miriamâs girls were grown . . . but Seth doubted that young children would have dissuaded Ben. He was the kind of man who determined what he wantedâwhat God intended for him to pursueâand let nothing stand in his way. Willow Ridge was truly blessed to have Ben as one of its new preachers.
A woof made Seth glance at Rowdy, who was still sitting obediently nearby. When the border collie eagerly lifted a paw, Seth couldnât resist the dogâs invitation. He sat on a bale and shook hands, admiring the dogâs intelligence. âYouâre a gut dog, Rowdy,â he said.
Rowdy woofed again, thumping his tail to confirm Sethâs assessment.
Seth chuckled. Maybe heâd do well to assume some of the dogâs confidence. âDo ya think we can bring Sol around?â he asked, still grasping Rowdyâs paw. âHe needs somebody to guide himâto herd himâand heâs not keen on listeninâ to me. But if you steer Sol away from trouble, and maybe make him laugh more,â Seth continued in a pensive tone, âmaybe I can take him from there, ya think?â
Despite the complicated nature of the conversation, Seth sensed that Rowdy had followed along and knew exactly what he was supposed to do. Woof! Woof! he replied as he held Sethâs gaze.
âAll right, then, weâll work on it. You and me,â Seth said.
âWoof!â
â Woof!â
When Seth released him, Rowdy circled the bales and then ran toward the house.
âLooks like you twoâre gonna be a team,â Ben said, clapping Seth on the shoulder. âSolâs bad attitude doesnât stand a chance. We all do better believinâ weâre loved and needed. Rowdy knows that; now itâs just a matter of convincinâ our boy.â
We all do better believinâ weâre loved and needed. It was a tall order, winning Sol to his side. Yet now that Ben had stated the goal so clearly, Seth felt he had a better chance of reaching it.
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Later that night, when the Brenneman house had settled into a deep December sleep, Seth lay awake. He told himself that the afternoonâs incident with Sol was a natural part of the package when it came to falling for a widow with kids, yet the boyâs continual backtalk and bad attitude grated on him. As he considered the long-term picture, multiplying and magnifying Solâs retorts and protests and moods in the silence of the night, Seth became restless and agitated. He replayed the incidents of Solâs defiance, seeing the kidâs belligerent frowns and hearing his rising whine, again and again, until he got out of bed to pace. How stupid had he been, talking to a dog? Believing that he and Rowdy could reverse Solâs attitude?
Heâd made a big mistake, falling for Mary. The best thing would be to go out to the phone shanty and call her right now âleave a message saying he couldnât participate in the Christmas Eve program, nor should she get her hopes up or continue to be interested in him. Seth didnât want to hurt Mary, but deep in his heart he knew he wasnât cut out to be Solâs next dat. It would never work. Never.
Yet when he reached the kitchen, he waffled. He saw Maryâs flawless face in his mind as he took a sugar cookie from a plate on the counter and washed it down with a glass of milk. Only a heartless coward would leave a phone message. Mary deserved his explanation face-to-face, even if such a conversation scared him nearly as much as the prospect of raising Sol did. He didnât have much time before the pageant to inform herâbut surely Ben or Andy Leitner could wear his costume. Either man would be a better Joseph, and they wouldnât break her heart. It was the only decent thing to do.
When Seth went back to bed, he dropped
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