there was no chance weâd get back together. But I was still kind of hoping we could be friends or something and I could be closer to you guys, spend more time together.â
âIf you didnât move so far away, we couldâve spent more time together,â I say, but so soft Iâm not sure he hears me.
Weâre pulled up at a red light now, and he turns to look at me.
âI miss our times together, kid. Look at you, youâre stuck in a house with three girls. And hey, I like GerriâI mean, I love Gerri. But itâs not the same as . . . I miss my . . . you know what Iâm trying to say here . . . I miss my son.â
I have no clue what to say back. I donât evenhave a clue what to feel. I wish the light would hurry up and change and heâd stop staring at me.
When it does, I breathe out and he changes the subject. âHey, I got an idea! Letâs go out to the music store at the mall. We can check out guitars. You want to?â
âReally?â
âHell, yeah!â
âOkay. Sure.â
He hangs a sharp right and we head out toward the mall. âThereâs this store in Rochester not far from where we live,â he says. âThey have amazing used guitars. We could get you a Fender Strat in good shape for maybe five, six hundred. What kind do you like?â
I wonder how he could come up with five or six hundred bucks to buy me a guitar when he canât even make support payments to my mom. But I shrug the thought off and tell him, âIâve never even held one. How should I know?â
âWell, you will by the time weâre done at the mall,â he says, almost as excited now as when hethought he saw Penny. âI hope the storeâs still there. Hey, when you come to Rochester, Iâll take you to Bernunzioâs. Youâll be blown away. And Gerri can give you some lessons. Sheâs awesome. Waitâll you hear her sing. Oh, man.â
âSo thatâs how you met? The band?â
âNah, we met at work . . . well, actually, we met at this bar . . . but it was hearing her sing and play that sealed the deal for me. Hey, there it is. Strings ânâ Things. Itâs still there. Pathetic name for a store, but theyâve got a big selection. Or at least they did. Del and I used to come here to mess around back in the day.â
So my dad and I check out guitars for two whole hours that go by like theyâre fifteen minutes. I not only get to hold one, I get to try out a whole bunch of them. I even master a couple of power chord riffs, which is awesome. Thereâs this one Yamaha I really like, and itâs only a few hundred bucks. Yeah, I know: only. As if I could afford even that. But itâs still a whole lot cheaper than that used Strat my dad was talking about.
The guy at the store says Iâm a natural. I donât know if I should believe him or not since, hey, itâs his job to sell guitars, right? But I think he figured out early on that we werenât buying, so who knows, maybe I really am a natural. All I know is Iâm having a good time. And I keep right on having a good time through lunch at KFC and six games out at Spare Time Lanes.
After my dad drops me off at home (âSee ya, Skeezo.â âSee ya, Dad.â), Iâm hardly through the door when my mom asks, âSo did you two have your big man-to-man talk?â
Itâs the first time Iâve thought about it since this morning at Betty & Pauls. Iâm not sure what to tell her. We never talked about sex or any stuff like that. We talked about missing Penny and playing drums and guitar. We ate fried chicken and bowled six games. And my dad said he missed his son.
âYeah,â I say. âYeah, we did.â
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