make them better. The best friends in life make you your best self. Funnier, a better baker, smarter, more gracefulâwhatever it is.
I turned to share this observation with Katie, but she had actually fallen asleep on the sofa, curledinto a little ball. It was okay. The person I really wanted to share this idea with was Emma, who was due back at her house in Maple Grove tomorrow morning. I couldnât wait to see her back home and fill her in on everything weâd done. It wouldnât all seem real until the retelling. I would be careful to tell her repeatedly how much we missed her and how it wasnât the same without her and how we talked about her all the time. That was all true. But I wouldnât tell her what I was just realizing, deep down inside: that it had been good for me to branch out, to spend time with Mia and Katie (and Ava, of course) and get some new experience with other friends. I could now see Iâd been relying on Emma too much, and it wasnât good for either of us. I needed to take the bull by the horns and make plans and put myself out there to enrich my life. It wouldnât diminish Emmaâs role at all; in fact, it might enhance it. Who knew?
Mia came back upstairs and saw Katie sleeping and gestured that she was going to go lie down in her room, too. It seemed like a great idea all around. For a minute I almost considered taking a train back alone tonight, just to sleep in my own bed and, to be perfectly honest, to be already in Maple Grove to see Emma. But I knew it could wait another day.In fact, it should wait another day. I closed my eyes to rest them for just a minute, and I, of course, fell asleep too.
I woke up about an hour later to hear Mr. Cruz and Mia talking quietly in the kitchen. Katie stirred too, and we laughed at ourselves for not being able to hack the NYC pace without a nap.
Mia heard us, and she and her dad came in to chat and make a dinner plan.
âDo you guys want to go out or order in tonight?â Mia offered.
âWhatâs on the agenda?â I asked.
âWell, we were planning to stay here until sevenââshe and Katie exchanged a look that I didnât understandââbut then we had been thinking of going out for pizza at this brick-oven place by the guy who started the Sullivan Street Bakery.â
âI could do that,â I said, shrugging.
âAlexis, is there anything on your agenda?â asked Mr. Cruz with a smile. âWeâve certainly heard a lot about Mia and Katieâs agenda this weekend.â
I grinned. âTheir agenda is my agenda. I am perfectly happy to leave all the planning to them. I organize us for business, they handle pleasure. But Iâm learning, thatâs for sure.â
âO-kaaaaay . . . ,â said Mr. Cruz. âIf youâre sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âIf we ordered in instead of going out, what would we get?â asked Katie.
âOoh, youâve asked the million-dollar question around here.â Mr. Cruz went to a cabinet and took out a big accordion folder. âThere are many choices, my friends. Sometimes Mia and I are craving different things, so we order from different places. Iâll have Chinese and sheâll have a burrito. Or Iâll get lobster and sheâll have ribs. It just depends.â
âWow.â
He opened the folder and showed us dozens and dozens of take-out menus from all different kinds of places.
âHow can you ever decide?â I asked.
âSometimes I just toss a few in the air and grab whichever one comes down first,â he joked.
âReally?â asked Mia.
âNo,â he said, and he shook his head and laughed.
âI canât imagine living somewhere where you could get basically anything you can dream of delivered to your own front door. Itâs kind of wild! Maybe we should just order in pizza?â I suggested, which was my first suggestion of