fucked you while Karen, Landon, and my father were just down the hall?â He reaches down and touches my thigh softly. âOh, wait, you must mean like when I bent you over your desk at workââ
âOkay! Okay! I get it, I get it.â I flush, and he laughs.
âCome on, Tessie, lie down.â
âYouâre sick.â I laugh and step away from him.
âWhere are you going?â he says with a pout.
âTo see what my fatherâs doing out there.â
âWhy? So you can come back in here andââ
âNo! Goshâgo to sleep or something!â I exclaim. Iâm glad heâs still being playful, but despite his confession, itâs still annoying that he lied to me and is being so stubborn about even really discussing Seattle.
I thought for sure that when I got home from my late lunch at Applebeeâs, heâd be furious at me for not answering his texts. I never suspected that weâd talk things out and heâd admit to lying about being expelled. Maybe Steph had reassured him that I was on my way, so he had time to calm down. Then again, Stephâs phone was on the table when I turned back around . . .
âDid you say Steph didnât answer when you called?â I ask.
âYes; why?â He looks at me, confused.
I shrug, unsure what to say. âIâm just wondering.â
âWhy, though?â His tone is off.
âI told her to tell you I was on my way, and Iâm just wondering why she didnât.â
âOh.â He looks away, reaching for a cup on the dresser. This whole conversation is so awkwardâSteph not telling him that I was on my way, him avoiding my eyes.
âIâm going out there. You can join us if you want.â
âI will. Iâm just going to change.â
I nod and turn the door handle.
âWhat about your dad, though? He just came back into your life, and youâre going to leave?â His words stop me in my tracks. Itâs not like I hadnât thought about it before, but Hardin lobbing that question at me like a missile when my back is turned doesnât sit right with me.
I take a moment to recover before leaving the room. When I get to the living room, my father is asleep again. Binge drinking at noon must be exhausting. I turn off the television and head to the kitchen for some water. Hardinâs words about leaving so soon after seeing my father again keep replaying in my mind. But the thing is, I canât put my future on hold for a father whom I havenât seen for nine years. If the circumstances were different I would consider rethinking this, but heâs the one who left me.
When I get back to the bedroom door, I hear Hardinâs voice speaking from inside.
âWhat the fuck was that shit today?â he says, his voice muffled.
I press my ear to the door. I should just walk in, but I get the feeling Iâm not supposed to hear the conversation. Which means I really should hear the conversation.
âI donât give a fuck, it shouldnât have happened. Now sheâs all upset and shit, and youâre supposed to . . .â I canât make out the rest of the sentence.
âDonât fuck this up,â he snaps.
Who is he talking to? And what are they supposed to be doing? Is it Steph? Or, worse, Molly?
I hear his footsteps approaching the door, and I quickly scoot into the bathroom and close the door.
Moments later, knuckles tap against the wood. âTessa?â
I open the door. I know I must appear flustered. My heart is pounding against my rib cage, and my stomach is in a knot. âOh, hey. Was just finishing up in here,â I say, but my voice too small.
Hardin cocks an eyebrow at me. âOkay . . .â He looks down the hall. âWhereâs your dad? Is he asleep?â
âUh, yup,â I say, which makes him grin wide.
âWell, câmon back to the bedroom, then,â
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