spooned over. At the end weâd break off pieces of our plates and devour them, too.
Here there was no broth, but the pottage was moist, with more meat than I was accustomed to. The monkey and I shared it, feeding each other by turn, as people do. He ate daintily but as much as if he were still ogre size. I gave Sheeyen a little at first, too, then ignored her. After a while she lost hope and slept.
âYour Lordship, are you awake inside your present shape?â
For answer he twittered, but his eyes met mine in a way I had seen in no other animal. Perhaps he could understand and remember. I had questions, and I hoped he would answer them when he could speak again.
But before I could say anything, he pulled another packet out of the sack.
Lambs and calves! This was the saffron fish, as golden as if King Midas had touched it. The monkey held a chunk to my lips. I tasted, spat it out, and wiped my mouth on my sleeve. Ugh! Gold itself would taste better. How could people enjoy saffron so much?
The monkeyâs shoulders shook. He took a great handful of the awful mess and crammed it into his mouth. After he swallowed, he smiled and pointed at his teeth, now dyed yellow.
I couldnât help laughing.
Next he brought out pickled blue carrots. As we ate, the stars and the moon rose. I drew my cloak tight around me. The monkey jumped up, fetched the ogreâs huge cloak, and draped it inexpertly over my shoulders, making his panting laugh and ignoring my protests that it would get dirty.
I covered my head with the cloak, which enfolded me, and inside I was as snug as if I were in the lair.
We continued eating. The sack collapsed as its contents slid into our stomachs. In the back of my mind, I was aware of the marchpane still remaining. No matter how much I ate, I would make room for it.
Between bites I spoke. âPardon me, Your LordshipââI cleared my throat nervouslyââI have a few questions. . . .â
He went on chewing.
I asked about the dog, Nesspa, what his habits were, what he dined on, whose company he kept in addition to His Lordshipâs.
âMy guess isââI thought aloud, deducing or inducing or using my common senseââthat you donât often change shape, because changing hurts so much.â More to myself than to the monkey, I said, âI wonder why you did with me.â
He reached across the sack of food and pressed my hand. Had he become a monkey because he liked me, and the monkey would show the feeling more clearly than the ogre could? A lump grew in my throat. Love lay back in Lahnt with my family and Albin. Goodwife Celeste seemed to like me, but sheâd as much as told me to stay away. Masteress Meenore appeared to like or dislike me according to my usefulness.
After a moment he let my hand go and fed me a chunk of bread, which, more than the saffron, told me how it might feel to be rich. If you were rich, you could chew this bread without paying attention to how sweet and tangy it was. You wouldnât close your eyes as I was closing mine and savor each bite, because you could have more whenever you liked.
I returned to my questions. How long could he remain an animal? Forever, if he liked? Or for only a few hours? Did he have to stay shifted awhile before he could switch back? If he changed into, for example, a rabbit or an owl, did other rabbits or owls know he wasnât really one of them? Did he choose the sort of animal he would change into, or did it choose him?
Question everything . Could he get stuck inside an animal? Could magic force him into a shape and keep him in it?
âIs it strange to be yourself again after youâve been a monkey?â
When the sack was almost flat, he drew out the small packet and opened it. Marchpane! I made out the shapesâstrawberries, roses, tiny apples, daisies.
âMay I sample one?â I heard awe in my voice.
He twittered. I took that as consent. If heâd snatched
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