work at those meetings!, tell them about the meetings, Jack. Jack thought of how sweet it would be to strangle her right there, watch her turn blue, the fucking cunt. The couple backed away, nodding and smiling, then turned and walked off. “Come in the house, you drunk bitch,” Jack said. “Get in the fucking house before I kill you!” He pushed her in the door and slammed it. “Joey out in the cold and dark with his shoes falling off,” he said. “Oh, really,” Anna said, “now you know what I put up with all day, every all day.” “You’re his mother!” Jack shouted.
“She must be miserable with that guy to talk that way in front of strangers,” the husband said. “And what about him?” his wife said, “married to a drunk who just walks out whenever she pleases it looks like? Don’t they have a little boy? And did you see that dress she had on? Not much left to the imagination there.” “It looked all right to me,” he said, “that green dress you have looks like that.” “It does not,” she said, “not a bit! Looks all right to you! Maybe you’d like to take her out for a drink some time.” “Oh, for the love of Jesus,” he said. But he would, indeed, like to take her out for a drink, and a lot more. There was something lost and sweet in her face that appealed to him.
Jack pulled Anna into the living room and then saw the shards of the teapot on the floor, the teapot that Mom had given them for their first anniversary. She broke the teapot! Mom had told them that she’d looked for something really lovely and found it in Chinatown, and hinted that it had been very expensive. This was a lie, and he knew it. His mother had bought it in a local hardware store.
He turned to Anna and said, “You don’t give a damn about anything, do you? Joey, me, my mother, your mother, not a goddamn thing,” and then hit her across the face with the back of his hand and hit her again. She fell down and sprawled against the sofa, bleeding from her nose and mouth. “You bitch!” he shouted, “you mean drunk bitch! And I got the Nassau County territory, not that you give a shit!” At that moment, in Jack’s righteous mind, there had been no other women he’d slept with, certainly no Jenny, who had ceased to exist: he was understanding and faithful and self-sacrificing and noble. There was only Anna, who had no faith in him, who was a bad wife and a bad mother and a drunk trying to pick up men at a gin mill. He helped her roughly up from the floor and prodded her up the stairs in front of him. “Clean your face—and take that dress off, you look like a cheap whore!” He put his hand on the small of her back and pushed her into the bedroom. She fell again and sat slumped against the footboard of the bed, whimpering, bubbles of bloody mucus at each nostril. Her legs were thrust out before her, her legs open, and her dress had slipped to her upper thighs. He looked at her, instantly aroused, got down on the floor, and raped her.
Rockefeller Center
I GOT TIRED AND BORED LISTENING TO HIM TELL ME about the afternoon, a few weeks ago, that his homburg, a ridiculous mouse-gray hat that made him look like a file clerk masquerading as a lawyer, blew off his head at Rockefeller Center, and rolled across the street to stop directly in front of a woman who picked it up and waited for him to cross over and claim it. I’d be ashamed to claim it, but that’s neither here nor there. The woman turned out to be someone he’d known in high school, a lovely girl whom he’d secretly adored. That was thirty-five years ago. They recognized each other, even though his hair was graying, and she’d put on about fifty pounds. She looked prosperous and beautifully groomed, and wore a camel’s hair polo coat with what he called “a reckless swagger.” It was a phrase he must have got from a magazine on how to live and what to do to be happy. They talked, and he asked her if she had time for a drink, so they went into a
“She must be miserable with that guy to talk that way in front of strangers,” the husband said. “And what about him?” his wife said, “married to a drunk who just walks out whenever she pleases it looks like? Don’t they have a little boy? And did you see that dress she had on? Not much left to the imagination there.” “It looked all right to me,” he said, “that green dress you have looks like that.” “It does not,” she said, “not a bit! Looks all right to you! Maybe you’d like to take her out for a drink some time.” “Oh, for the love of Jesus,” he said. But he would, indeed, like to take her out for a drink, and a lot more. There was something lost and sweet in her face that appealed to him.
Jack pulled Anna into the living room and then saw the shards of the teapot on the floor, the teapot that Mom had given them for their first anniversary. She broke the teapot! Mom had told them that she’d looked for something really lovely and found it in Chinatown, and hinted that it had been very expensive. This was a lie, and he knew it. His mother had bought it in a local hardware store.
He turned to Anna and said, “You don’t give a damn about anything, do you? Joey, me, my mother, your mother, not a goddamn thing,” and then hit her across the face with the back of his hand and hit her again. She fell down and sprawled against the sofa, bleeding from her nose and mouth. “You bitch!” he shouted, “you mean drunk bitch! And I got the Nassau County territory, not that you give a shit!” At that moment, in Jack’s righteous mind, there had been no other women he’d slept with, certainly no Jenny, who had ceased to exist: he was understanding and faithful and self-sacrificing and noble. There was only Anna, who had no faith in him, who was a bad wife and a bad mother and a drunk trying to pick up men at a gin mill. He helped her roughly up from the floor and prodded her up the stairs in front of him. “Clean your face—and take that dress off, you look like a cheap whore!” He put his hand on the small of her back and pushed her into the bedroom. She fell again and sat slumped against the footboard of the bed, whimpering, bubbles of bloody mucus at each nostril. Her legs were thrust out before her, her legs open, and her dress had slipped to her upper thighs. He looked at her, instantly aroused, got down on the floor, and raped her.
Rockefeller Center
I GOT TIRED AND BORED LISTENING TO HIM TELL ME about the afternoon, a few weeks ago, that his homburg, a ridiculous mouse-gray hat that made him look like a file clerk masquerading as a lawyer, blew off his head at Rockefeller Center, and rolled across the street to stop directly in front of a woman who picked it up and waited for him to cross over and claim it. I’d be ashamed to claim it, but that’s neither here nor there. The woman turned out to be someone he’d known in high school, a lovely girl whom he’d secretly adored. That was thirty-five years ago. They recognized each other, even though his hair was graying, and she’d put on about fifty pounds. She looked prosperous and beautifully groomed, and wore a camel’s hair polo coat with what he called “a reckless swagger.” It was a phrase he must have got from a magazine on how to live and what to do to be happy. They talked, and he asked her if she had time for a drink, so they went into a
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