I think sheâd found it easy to confide in me because I didnât mix with her elevated social set and wasnât likely to spill any beans, and Iâ¦well, I just liked her. What had started as a convenient friendship to do mainly with proximity had blossomed into something rare and precious to do with compatibility.
She got up quickly from the table to save us both from a nasty scene and went for the dustpan and brush in the broom cupboard.
âBloody peas,â she muttered, brushing them rather ineptly into the pan. She threw them in the bin.
âYouâve thrown the dustpan in too,â I commented.
âWhat? Oh.â She retrieved it absently and slung it in the cupboard. Then she turned and folded her arms, regarding me beadily like someone looking into the eye of a storm.
âI canât help feeling youâre panicking. That this is crisis management.â
âOh, we are,â I agreed. âAnd it is. A crisis, I mean. And if we have any chance of saving ourselves we have to move fast. Weâre going under here, Kate, sinking well below the surface. Eleanorâs offer is a lifeline.â
âEleanor,â she spat, opening the fridge door to get some salad out for lunch. âI thought you couldnât bear her! Thought you reckoned she still had her claws into Alex and was just waiting for her chance to pounce. Well, now youâre offering it to her on a plate!â She tossed a cucumber and a pepper on a chopping board. âSheâll be all over him like a rash!â
âI think Iâve overreacted,â I mumbled, chewing a fingernail. âIn fact, Iâm sure I have. Eleanor, is, in actual fact, a very sweet person.â
âBollocks,â Kate scoffed, chopping up the cucumber with alarming zeal. âLast week you told me she was a conniving hussy whoâd married for money and was regretting it on a daily basis. You told me she was thoroughly disillusioned with chinless Piers and looking for some extracurricular action with her eyes firmly on your husband!â
âI did not,â I spluttered, colouring up. âI meanâIâI certainly remember saying that if you marry money you pay for it, but Iâm pretty sure I was generalising. I really donât think for one moment sheâs after Alex.â
Kate turned and waved her knife dangerously at me. âYou said, the last time you went to stay with them, she practically got her tits out at the dinner table. You said it was a black tie event for twenty with a magician doing the after-dinner entertainment and she might just as well have done the juggling herself.â
â Did I?â I was horrified. âGod, how awful. Iâm such a cow. No, no, she looked lovely that evening. Just a bitâyou know. Chilly.â
âAnd you said that when you walked into the billiards room after coffee she was bending over the table with Alex bending over behind her showing her how to pot the red. You reckoned heâd have been potting something else if youâd come in two minutes later.â
âYes, but I misinterpreted that,â I said quickly. âAlex explained to me in the car on the way home, itâs a bit of a running joke with them. Heâs always tried to teach her billiards, ever since they were little, and sheâs always been hopeless.â
âEver since they were little,â Kate scoffed. âEver since they were little and he was the land agentâs son and she was the farmerâs daughter and they went to Pony Club together and grew up in each otherâs houses. He plays on that as if that excuses their overfamiliarity.â She stopped suddenly. Saw my face. Went a bit pink. âSorry. That was out of order. I didnât meanâ¦well, Iâm sure youâre right. You misinterpreted it. And Iâm just upset.â
I got up and we met in the middle of the kitchen, hugged each other tight.
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