servants must be practically prisoners here, or else theyâre all mad, letting Elizabeth experiment on them. We should leave before they decide weâve seen too much and stop us. We can take Edward in the carriage. Lucy shouldnât be hard to convince as long as Edwardâs with us, and Balthazar will go where I go.â
âWhere would we go? The police are all over thecountry looking for us. Every road, every port, every train station, just waiting to drag us back to London.â
âWeâll hide out until this is all over. I know how to live in the wild.â
âThe wild ? Itâs wintertime. Can you imagine Lucy in the forest, living off berries?â
He rubbed a hand over his face. âI donât care how dangerous it is out there, itâs safer than within these walls.â
I shook my head. âNo. Elizabeth would never hurt us. She risked her life to keep us safe from the police. Do you really think sheâd suddenly turn into a villain because we learned her secret? She knows our secrets, too, Montgomery, and theyâre just as scandalous.â
He stopped pacing, his blond hair lose and wild in his face. âAll we did was perform surgery on animals. We didnât bring anyone back from the dead. That goes against nature, Juliet. Itâs playing God.â
âPlaying God is exactly what Father did!â
âYes, and you killed your father because of it. You killed three members of the Kingâs Club for the same reason. Why are you so willing to believe Elizabeth is any different from them? Youâre the one always insisting women can be just as ruthless as men.â
I paced the opposite side of the room, chewing on the inside of my cheek until I tasted blood. âIt isnât because sheâs a woman,â I said. âItâs because . . .â
Itâs because sheâs like me .
I stopped pacing, chilled by my own thoughts. âElizabeth isnât going to trap us here because of what we saw. If wehear her out and you still think leaving is best, then weâll go. Agreed?â
I could tell by the tense set to his shoulders that if it were up to him weâd be in the carriage right now, tearing wildly into the night, leaving the truth far behind. But no one could run from the truth forever.
âJust promise me it wonât be like last time,â he whispered. âNo more unnatural science. No more playing God, not even when thereâs a chance the ends could justify the means.â
I took a step back. Maybe it was my conversation with Jack Serra earlier, but Father was so freshly in my mind he might as well have been standing in the room with us.
âDo you truly have so little faith in me that you think I would become a monster like Father was?â I asked.
I didnât tell him that it was a fear Iâd had myself.
âOf course not.â His face had softened. âThat was never what I meant.â
We stood like that for a while, the two of us alone with the wind howling outside. At last, Montgomery took my hands.
âSometimes you do remind me of your father,â he said gently, âbut I didnât mean that youâre destined to go mad like him. You come from two parents, you know. For all your fatherâs faults, there are your motherâs strengths. She was such a kind woman, donât you remember?â
I flinched as though pricked with a needle, and all worries about Hensley, and Elizabethâs experimentation, and even Edward vanished. My mother . I could picture her ifI closed my eyes. High cheekbones flushed with warmth and perfectly pinned dark hair as she sang church hymns. The opposite to my fatherâs cold countenance. When I was little, she had dedicated her life to helping others. On winter Sundays after church, Mother stayed behind with the Ladiesâ Auxiliary to knit socks for the inmates at Bryson Prison. Iâd once asked her why she never knit a pair
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