before. I made a promise.â
âAnd that promise means more to you than your sonsâ peace of mind?â
âI made it for your peace of mind. Yours and Garrettâs. I did it for you, Matthew.â
âSo you keep saying. But donât expect me to thank you for it.â
***
The same old argument, over and over. Whether he was arguing with his mother or with his own self, Matt couldnât make sense of the rights and wrongs of the family secret that had wrecked his relationship with his mother and sent his youngest brother searching the far corners of the globe for self-acceptance.
Or rather, his half-brother. The identity of Garrettâs father, the man with whom Eleanor had betrayed Mattâs own father, remained a secret to all but Eleanor and Matt. The bitterness of knowing she had withheld the truth from him, Matt, who had always felt heâd had an extra-special bond with his mother, ate at his guts and tarnished every loving memory, as much as the knowledge she had cheated on his father. It was a subject she refused to address. The rest of the family, he was sure, were oblivious to her infidelity and its devastating result, and he was perfectly happy to keep them oblivious. But recently heâd realised Garrett might have begun to suspect, and while the last thing he wanted was the inevitable family rupture that would come from the disclosure of Garrettâs paternity, he knew that in Garrettâs shoes, heâd want the truth.
If heâd needed an example of the fickleness of women, it was there in his mother. All his life, heâd believed the deep, warm and loving relationship heâd perceived between his parents was genuine, the real deal. It was only after his fatherâs death three years ago that heâd discovered a façade. The discovery had shaken his world, had made him question everything heâd ever believed about love, and marriage, and trust; had led him to politely but coldly dump the woman heâd been dating for six months. If Eleanor, who from his earliest years heâd placed on a pedestal of honour and integrity, could prove so easily toppled, then no woman could be trusted. It was as simple as that.
Matt finally allowed the rage that had burned like a dull ember in his gut to fan into a firestorm. Philippa Bloody Lloyd had come straight from the bed sheâd shared with him to his family home, sat in his family living room and allowed herself to be pawed by his brother, right under his own eyes. Sheâd promised she wouldnât see Justin again; that was a lie. Sheâd said she wasnât interested in Justin. Clearly another lie. Sheâd said she wasnât having an affair with Justin, and but for timing, that would also soon prove a lie.
It was history repeating itself. Two brothers, and one woman determined to play them against one another to advance her own interests.
Except this time, Matt was determined, the woman wouldnât win.
Chapter 7
Pippa moped about the house. With the kindergarten job finished and no other landscaping contract in sightâassuming sheâd blown any chance of working on the Masonsâ gardenâshe ought to be spending time on her marketing plan or her accounts or her filing. But ⦠instead she moped.
If she tried to pinpoint exactly when she started to feel like she was losing control of her life, it would be that horrible evening at Byron Bay when she first met Matt Mason. Since then sheâd been confused, abused, had her phone stolen ( now youâre exaggerating, Philippa ), nearly missed a wedding, got drunk, got laid and probably got sacked from the best landscaping contract she could expect to win as a new business. And Matt Mason had been there every step of the way.
She had no doubt, as soon as sheâd left last night, Matt would have told his mother and brother of their affair. She didnât remember a lot about the night sheâd spent with
Matt Kadey
Brenda Joyce
Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood
Kathy Lette
S. Ravynheart, S.A. Archer
Walter Mosley
Robert K. Tanenbaum
T. S. Joyce
Sax Rohmer
Marjorie Holmes