Iâm translating it into plain English for you, you understand. The paper itself didnât actually come out and admit that rationing was what it was talking about.â
âI shouldnât think so.â
âAnyway, it was a pretty standard-issue Washington work product. The executive summary was one page long, the body of the paper was thirty-two pages, and then eighty pages of appendices were attached. An appendix is always the safest place to put the truth in a report like that, so thatâs where I looked for it.â
âAnd the truth turned out to be what?â Michaelson prompted.
âThe truth turned out not to be there. I studied the appendix summarizing the sets of standards used to decide who gets organ transplants, because thatâs the one area where we havenât been able to kid ourselves about rationing. Weâve faced up to it because we havenât had any choice: itâs triage, someoneâs gonna live and someoneâs gonna die, and we have to decide who.
âThis appendix included a table, and the column for liver transplants had a footnote that said, âData incomplete because of extra-criterial allocations.ââ
âMeaning what?â
âThatâs what I intended to find out. Turns out it meant that some liver transplants went to people who got pushed to the top of the list without reference to the triage criteria. I asked for summaries of every case where that had happened. The name of Walt Artemusâ daughter came up, and my antennae started quivering big time. Thatâs what I meant when I said Pilkington wasnât that far off. I thought maybe I was really onto something. Iâll admit it: I really did see myself testifying in front of a congressional committee and being interviewed on CNN and PBS.â
âSo. What did you do?â Michaelson asked.
âJust what Pilkington said I shouldâve done,â Deborah said. âI wrote my own report with my own executive summary and a snappy little action memo attached to it.â
âAnd nothing happened.â
âRight. Tickled it after one month, tickled it after three months, six months, nine months. Nothing.â
âSo you pushed.â
âNot right away, to tell you the truth,â Deborah said. âIâd do a little follow-up memo every few months, just to sort of stake my claim to the issue. The kind of thing that goes from the in-basket to the out-basket with eight-point-two secondsâ reading time in between. But I didnât start breaking furniture until early âninety-three. Thatâs what got me taken to the woodshed.â
âWhat did you start doing then?â
âWent outside channels. I even went outside the service. Started adding bitchy little ccâs to the memos. And then,â Deborah added, suddenly lowering her voice at the enormity of what she was about to confess, âI threatened to go to the Hill.â
Michaelson did his best to look shocked. The executive branch mentality knows no heresy more outrageous than the notion that the elected representatives of the people should be allowed to participate in governing the country.
âWhat provoked you to this, ah, extreme measure?â Michaelson asked carefully.
âIt just started to get to me,â Deborah explained, her tone rising slightly in angry frustration. âI wasnât always a suit. I didnât learn about triage from thirty-page reports, I learned about it in an OR at Da Nang.â
She leaned forward, eyes widening with intensity as her face came alive.
âThe triage rules at Da Nang were crystal clear, especially during Tet. The marines we treated first werenât the ones about to die or the ones in the most pain. They were the ones who could be patched up quickest and sent back to kill more Charlie.â
âYes,â Michaelson said softly, âI do see.â
âSo Iâm sitting at my desk in 1993
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