should try to come up to my parentsâ place for the Fourth of July. Itâs gonna be a lot of fun.â
Alexâs hand tightened on my waist. Weâd officially dropped away from the group of people going for food. âYeah, she told me about that. I wish we could make it.â He tugged me close and kissed my temple. âI was trying to call you, Jocelyn.â
âSorry.â
âGood thing I know where to find you.â He laughed a little.
âHmm. I guess Iâll see you later, Joss.â Matt waved and took a few steps before he turned and looked at me again. âPlease try, itâll be fun.â
âIâll try,â I said.
He turned again and Alex rubbed my lower back as we watched him walk away. âYouâre not really thinking of going, are you?â he asked.
I shrugged. âI donât know. It would be really nice. A lot of my friends are going.â
âBut you know I have to stay in Madison for classes this summer, pumpkin.â He made the puppy-dog face I always found adorable. âItâs already going to be awful to be away from you so much. You wouldnât want to go without me, right?â
âWell, no â¦â I stuffed my hands in my pockets. âCouldnât you come home just for the holiday? We could go up together.â
He smiled and kissed my forehead. âIâm sure we could come up with better things to do for the holiday.â
âItâll be a lot of fun. Matt says his parentsâ place is great.â
Alex looked in the direction of the cafeteria. âThat guy wants to get in your pants so bad he can taste it.â He frowned. âI just donât like the way he looks at you.â
Guilt clutched in my gut. I had never, and obviously could never, tell Alex about Matt being my Sorbet Guy. âItâs not like that. Mattâs my friend.â
Alexâs frown deepened, then he let out a breath and wrapped me in his arms. âCan you blame me for wanting to keep you all to myself? Youâre so beautiful. Who wouldnât want you?â
I let the pleasure shiver through me, even as a small part of me answered him in silence, Anyone but you? He adored me, and seemed to have no idea that I was just â¦Â me. âYouâre so sweet,â I said.
He kissed my forehead again. âSo, what were you doing? I called your phone three times before I finally came to look for you.â
Iâd left it in my room, actually, but I knew I had to lie. âI was helping Jessie with her loft. I didnât hear it ring.â
He smiled. âI wish you werenât going home this summer. I hate not knowing where you are, what youâre doing â¦â
âIâll be locked up like Rapunzel in my parentsâ house, no worries. Just washing dogs and hanging out with my high school friends, Iâm sure.â
âAnd coming up here to see me. Every weekend. Because you canât bear to be away from me.â
I laughed. âRight. And that. Arenât you going to come visit me at all?â
âYou really want me to take the bus? You can just drive up here.â
âNo, youâre right. I should.â
âThatâs my girl.â He smiled. âNow, I have an idea. What do you say I take my gorgeous girlfriend down to the Union and get something better to eat than this cafeteria crap?â
âI say okay.â I smiled and he squeezed me with a deep sigh of contentment. I didnât want to go home either. I wanted to stay with Alex. He made me feel like a rare diamond, and I loved that he thought I was a grand prize heâd won. He was so convinced that every guy I knew wanted to steal me away from him. I knew he was dead wrong, but that was part of what made it so endearing. He reminded me of Ben with his protectiveness, except, you know, not a cheating asshole.
Jessie and I drove up to Door County together for the holiday.