but Charlotte deserved to know the whole story. His version anyway. And, more importantly, heâd reached a point where he knew he could trust her with it. âEvaline was my high-school sweetheart, and she followed me to college. We got married sooner than I had planned. Actually, I wasnât even sure I was planning on it, but she, or rather we, got pregnant and, well, I did the right thing. We were parents at twenty-one, right when I started med school.â He took a drink of wine, uncomfortable about reliving his past.
âObviously, I wasnât around much, which didnât help things, but we muddled through. Two years later, she got pregnant again. I have to admit I was not happy. Sheâd stopped taking her birth control pills and didnât bother to tell me.â He took another drink. âIâll be honest and say I kind of felt like sheâd trapped me. Not very heroic of me, but Iâm being honest with you.â
âI can understand that. No judgment here.â
âThanks. She was the first woman I loved and I held on to that, and we just kind of kept moving forward. But when I signed on for the army reserve medical unit and was away from home a lot, Iâd come home and feel distant. Thatâs when I realized our marriage was in trouble. The thing was, she liked being a doctorâs wife, and I liked being a surgeon, so at least we had that in common.â
He tried to make light of it and even forced a laugh, but he glanced at Charlotte and saw understanding and empathy on her face, not sympathy. At least that was how he needed to interpret it. She reached across the couch and squeezed his forearm. Keep going , she seemed to say. âFast-forward to my coming home from a second tour to the Middle East, this one voluntary, missing part of my leg and a total mental mess, and, well, I fell apart, and she fell apart, and so did our marriage.â
An old lump of pain started radiating smack in the middle of his chest. He took a deep breath, feeling grateful to be here right now with Charlotte. He wondered about her, too. âAnd speaking of marriage, why isnât a fantastic woman like you married?â
Her brows lifted. She sipped from her glass, looking thoughtful. âI was engaged. I planned to have the American dream of a career, a husband, kids. We were all set for it, too. Then...â she slowly inhaled â...things changed.â She stopped and looked at him. âWould you mind if we went back to talking about how much we like each other?â
So she didnât want to open up right now. Maybe it still hurt too much, and if anyone in the world could understand that, he could. âIâll start. Knowing Iâll see you at work at some point every day makes me happy to wake up. I havenât felt anything like that in, well, a long, long time.â
A sly smile crossed her full and kissable lips. âMy turn?â He nodded, eager to hear what sheâd have to say. âYour blue eyes are killers, and thereâs something about your almost curly hair that drives me wild.â
He hoped she planned to come on to him because the compliments were making him hot. He took a draw from his wine then put down his glass on the nearby coffee table. Something told him if she kept on with this line of conversation, he might soon want the use of both hands.
âAnd youâve been the highlight of my day more times than I can count. Even when I first started at St. Francis. There you were, sitting in the dark.â He moved closer, took a lock of her thick brown hair and played with it. âYou always seemed calm, maybe a little reserved, but it was a welcome change from all the type A personalities in my department. I always looked forward to seeing you. Always.â He leaned forward, and having moved her hair away from her ear, he lightly kissed the shell. âI thought you were sexy but you didnât seem to know it, which made
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