bottom always creaks, so I step over that and Iâm safely in the hall.
Misty pads out of the kitchen. I can hear her claws clicking on the parquet floor and see her dark shape looming towards me.
âSsh!â
I grab her collar, feel my way into the lounge and close the door softly behind us, then I click the light on. Itâll be fine like this as long as we donât make a noise. Misty, somehow sensing that weâre on a secret mission and that I wonât be able to shout at her, hops quietly â and illegally â on to the sofa and settles down. I wag my finger at her, but leave her be.
Thereâs a small desk in the corner with shelves above. The desk has three drawers. I know the top oneâs got stationery in it â pens, envelopes, that sort of thing. Even so, I have a quick rummage through. Thereâs nothing out of the ordinary.
The second drawer has a jumbled collection of takeaway menus, maps and tickets. I go through themcarefully, but again thereâs nothing.
The third drawer is deeper. Itâs filled to the brim with documents of all sorts. I gather them all up and dump them on to the sofa between Misty and me. There are brown envelopes with all sorts of insurance papers, stuff about the car, tax forms. Some are labelled on the outside in Mum or Dadâs handwriting. Others are blank. I go through them all, looking for clues. Some of the papers have Grandadâs name on them: Anil Gupta. But I know about him, and I know Mum was a Gupta before she and Dad got married.
It doesnât take long to find the first piece in the puzzle.
Thereâs an exam certificate, dated August 2015. A-levels. Three As and a B. And the name at the top: Neisha Manjula Gupta.
Neisha. The name Dad used when they were arguing in the kitchen. My mumâs real name.
Thereâs nothing similar for Dad. No GCSEs, no A-levels. No diplomas. And yet heâs the real reader in the family. I bet you heâs read every one of the books on the shelves in this room. Heâs the one who read me my bedtime story every night when I was little. He took me to the library every week. Heâs a bright guy, so what went wrong at school?
I carry on looking through, and then I notice Misty nibbling the corner of an envelope.
âNo!â I hiss. âBad dog!â
I pinch her nose and extract the envelope from between her front teeth. Thereâs a thick piece of paper inside. I draw it out and study it.
Certified Copy of an Entry Pursuant to the Births and Deaths
Registration Act 1953 .
Date and place of birth: Twenty Second April 2014, Princess Anne Wing, Royal United Hospital, Bath .
Name and surname: Nicola Manjula Adams
Sex: Female
Name and surname, Father: Carl Adams
Place of Birth: Kingsleigh, Somerset
Occupation: Labourer
Name and surname, Mother: Neisha Manjula Gupta
Place of Birth: Birmingham
Occupation: Student
And so on, down to:
Date of Registration: Third May 2014
So this is me. Iâm Nicola Adams. And I think it means that my parents are actually my parents. Neisha Gupta is likely to be Anilâs daughter, right? So sheâs my mum, the mum Iâve always known. And is Clarke Anson really Carl Adams? Itâs looking pretty likely.
Not adopted, then. Thatâs a good thing, right?
It is a good thing â itâs one element of uncertainty out of the way â but thereâs another one in its place. Whatâs with all the name-changing? Why would anyone do that?
Itâs a little cooler down here. I put the papers back in the drawer, but keep my birth certificate out. I sit staring at it for a while. Misty has shifted round and is resting her head on her paws. Her breathing is turning into a gentle snore. I tuck my legs up, hitching them round the curve of Mistyâs back, and rest my head on the arm of the sofa.
And thatâs where Mum and Dad find us in the morning.
Through cotton-wool clouds of sleep I hear their footsteps
Jim DeFelice, Larry Bond
Deborah Vogts
Kristy Daniels
Fiona Buckley
Kate Douglas
Kay Perry
Mary Daheim
Donna Grant
J.C. Fields
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