arise wherever he goes." Keekai got a sly grin on her face. "But well worth it to see Iften's smirk wiped away, eh?"
I laughed, and nodded my head in agreement. But then I leaned forward, to ask the question that had bothered me all day. "Keekai, are you Keir's mother?"
"Mother?" Keekai asked with a frown. "One who bears a child?" At my nod, she shrugged, the blanket sliding down her shoulder. Her eyes dropped down to the fabric, but not before I saw pain in her eyes.
"How would I know? My teats were always dry at the birthing, and the babes given to another to suckle as soon as they popped out. He is of my tribe, that is certain." She pulled the blanket up around her.
"This is important to you? To your people?"
I gave her a nod, still caught up in the differences between our worlds.
"How different we are," echoing my own thoughts, Keekai continued. "Yet we share the same skies." She shook her head, and set her mug aside. "We will talk, you and I, as we go. I have so many questions that I wish to ask, I don't even know where to start. But there is time. We will sleep on it." Her grin flashed. "Besides, Still Waters will have us up at the break of dawn." She stood and reached for my mug.
"Best that we sleep together, you and I. Iften has his own honor, but let's not test it too far, eh?" She headed for the tent flap. "I've been told you Xyians have privacy about your bodies. I'll leave so that you may prepare for sleep."
I thanked her, and took advantage of her courtesy to strip down and climb into my bedding. I also stripped off the knife harness and tucked it deep into my satchel.
Keekai returned within moments, and set about laying out her weapons within reach and preparing her pallet for sleep. Safe under my bedding and fur, I listened as her breathing slowed. It was only then that I could really think about what had happened this day; the anger of the warriors at the attempt to honor Marcus; the look on Iften's face when I asked for him as Guardian; the feel of Keir's arms around me, and the look in his eyes as I'd slid from his grasp.
Something crackled in the brazier and I shifted under the bedding and sighed. Keir would be about his business and come after me as fast as he could.
But oh, how I missed him. I missed his being there, his soft breathing, his warmth. Somehow Keekai's soft snores just weren't the same. And not just his physical presence in my bed. There were a hundred things I wanted to tell him or talk over with him. To laugh with him over Iften's reaction. To debate my choice of Guardian.
I yawned, thankful for the tiredness that washed over me. My bedding had been packed by Marcus, and I snuggled down, trying to convince myself that Keir's scent was still in the blankets, and the fur that lay on top of me. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to drift off to sleep. Goddess, keep watch over Keir and keep him safe, wherever he is.
The next few days were filled with much the same routine. We'd break camp at the earliest that the horses could travel, and then journey until Keekai called a break at the nooning. Then we rode again until she called to make camp. With the riding that I'd done before with Keir, it was no trouble to stay in the saddle for so long. Iften stayed by my side, and Keekai never let me out of her sight. There was a definite lack of conversation, but I spent my time wondering at the land around us. It seemed to spread out before us forever, with nothing but the flat grasslands and the never ending sky. The grass was still afire, extending out in a thick carpet of reds, oranges, and golds. The sheer immensity of it took my breath away, and I found myself looking down into the grass below me just to keep my sense of balance.
As we rode, Keekai would sometimes move close and we would talk. But we were very conscious of our listeners, and so our topics were of Xy, and how we lived. Keekai was fascinated by stone tents, and city life.
But at night, each of us on our pallet, the
I laughed, and nodded my head in agreement. But then I leaned forward, to ask the question that had bothered me all day. "Keekai, are you Keir's mother?"
"Mother?" Keekai asked with a frown. "One who bears a child?" At my nod, she shrugged, the blanket sliding down her shoulder. Her eyes dropped down to the fabric, but not before I saw pain in her eyes.
"How would I know? My teats were always dry at the birthing, and the babes given to another to suckle as soon as they popped out. He is of my tribe, that is certain." She pulled the blanket up around her.
"This is important to you? To your people?"
I gave her a nod, still caught up in the differences between our worlds.
"How different we are," echoing my own thoughts, Keekai continued. "Yet we share the same skies." She shook her head, and set her mug aside. "We will talk, you and I, as we go. I have so many questions that I wish to ask, I don't even know where to start. But there is time. We will sleep on it." Her grin flashed. "Besides, Still Waters will have us up at the break of dawn." She stood and reached for my mug.
"Best that we sleep together, you and I. Iften has his own honor, but let's not test it too far, eh?" She headed for the tent flap. "I've been told you Xyians have privacy about your bodies. I'll leave so that you may prepare for sleep."
I thanked her, and took advantage of her courtesy to strip down and climb into my bedding. I also stripped off the knife harness and tucked it deep into my satchel.
Keekai returned within moments, and set about laying out her weapons within reach and preparing her pallet for sleep. Safe under my bedding and fur, I listened as her breathing slowed. It was only then that I could really think about what had happened this day; the anger of the warriors at the attempt to honor Marcus; the look on Iften's face when I asked for him as Guardian; the feel of Keir's arms around me, and the look in his eyes as I'd slid from his grasp.
Something crackled in the brazier and I shifted under the bedding and sighed. Keir would be about his business and come after me as fast as he could.
But oh, how I missed him. I missed his being there, his soft breathing, his warmth. Somehow Keekai's soft snores just weren't the same. And not just his physical presence in my bed. There were a hundred things I wanted to tell him or talk over with him. To laugh with him over Iften's reaction. To debate my choice of Guardian.
I yawned, thankful for the tiredness that washed over me. My bedding had been packed by Marcus, and I snuggled down, trying to convince myself that Keir's scent was still in the blankets, and the fur that lay on top of me. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to drift off to sleep. Goddess, keep watch over Keir and keep him safe, wherever he is.
The next few days were filled with much the same routine. We'd break camp at the earliest that the horses could travel, and then journey until Keekai called a break at the nooning. Then we rode again until she called to make camp. With the riding that I'd done before with Keir, it was no trouble to stay in the saddle for so long. Iften stayed by my side, and Keekai never let me out of her sight. There was a definite lack of conversation, but I spent my time wondering at the land around us. It seemed to spread out before us forever, with nothing but the flat grasslands and the never ending sky. The grass was still afire, extending out in a thick carpet of reds, oranges, and golds. The sheer immensity of it took my breath away, and I found myself looking down into the grass below me just to keep my sense of balance.
As we rode, Keekai would sometimes move close and we would talk. But we were very conscious of our listeners, and so our topics were of Xy, and how we lived. Keekai was fascinated by stone tents, and city life.
But at night, each of us on our pallet, the
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