your fault, or Iâm going to get hurt because of something you did or didnât do, youâre intimating I canât make my own choices and Iâm not responsible for them. I am. Iâm responsible for a
nation.
â She sounded much more confident than she felt.
âYou donât understand. I canât do this. I canât.â
âIâm not letting you off here. You talked about your purpose in the world and how you justify it? Walking away from me and this mission would be failure.â
He reared forward so his face was inches from hers. âShut your mouth about things you donât understand, Princess.â
The growl was back.
A prickle of awareness skittered down her back. They were being watched. She looked over her shoulder to see a pack of paparazzi watching from the gate area as they headed toward the plane. She hadnât expected to have to face them so soon, but Mr. Renner must have wanted them to get ahead of the buzz before her brother could influence the media.
Rather than be intimidated by his anger, she leaned into him. âWeâre on.â She smashed her lips into his. His fingers dug harshly into her waist, but she didnât care.
She couldnât. It didnât matter what this cost either of them. It was the only way.
Instead, she focused on what it felt like to kiss him. She didnât know his anger could have a taste, but it did. It was like salt, but still it was good. Still lit a fire only he could extinguish.
Damara broke the kiss and waved up at the crowd before reboarding the plane behind him.
If sheâd thought their heated kiss would have soothed him, it had only cranked him higher.
âDonât ever do that again,â he snarled.
âThen do your job,â she volleyed, unaffected by his warning.
âIs that what you want? You want to be just a job to me? What happened to your earlier wish?â
His barb struck home. âWish in one hand, Hawkins, and goat crap in the other.â
âYouâre going to be sorry for this, Damara. Mark my words.â
She narrowed her eyes. She knew in her bones that Byron wasnât threatening her. So she called him on it. âYouâd never hurt me,â Damara whispered, drawing the sting out of their interaction.
He looked at her, eyes haunted. âOh, but I will. I wonât mean to, but I will.â
âByron.â His name was a plea, and she reached out to cup his face, the scruff of his unshaven chin rough on her hands. âYou wonât.â She shook her head. âI wonât let you.â
âI donât want your pity.â
âOf course you donât. Who would? Pity is a form of snobbery and condescension. I wonât say I understand
your
pain. I donât know what youâve been through because you wonât tell me. But I will say I understand pain itself. Loss. Guilt. Those arenât unique to you. Youâre not alone in your suffering.â
âI should be,â he answered darkly.
âBut youâre not. Weâre in this together, Byron, whether we want to be or not.â
âWhen this blows up in your face, donât say I didnât warn you.â
Damara supposed it was wrong on some level that all she wanted to do now was kiss him again. As if that could siphon off his pain and replace it with only good things. She knew she was deluding herself. She couldnât fix whatever was broken in him, but she wanted to shelter him until he could mend himself.
She slid over into the seat next to him, offering him comfort. Damara made him look at her, her fingers on his chin the same as heâd done to her.
âI wonât. I promise.â She nodded to emphasize her point.
âDonât depend on me.â He said it like a warning even as his arm slipped around her shoulders.
âI wonât. Iâll depend on myself.â She already did depend on him. She needed his presence. She
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