feeling washed over Griffin and he followed Mason who ran up the grand staircase and down the long hall to his bedroom. Griffin stopped at the door when Mason entered his bedroom. A moment later there was an anguished female howl from inside the room. Debbie had made that noise. He barged into their private space ready to fight off whoever had made his friend’s sweet mate make that agonizing sound. He found them huddle against the wall in the master bathroom. Mason cradled a fragile and terrified Debbie on his lap. Mason was apologizing to his pretty little mate while actual tears slid down his face. Griffin scanned the room but they were the only ones there. It took a minute for it all to sink in. It seemed Mason and Debbie had a very strong bond already. Debbie’s link to Mason was so strong that she could feel his pain. While him and Mason where beating each other to a pulp, Debbie would have been hurting along with Mason and she would've had no idea why she was in such pain. It must have terrified her. In that moment when he should’ve been feeling remorse, Griffin’s chest burned with jealousy. His friend had what he hadn’t known he wanted until Tessa. How could Mason know this kind of love and still want to deny Griffin the same connection? Griffin knew why though. Tessa was human and that was unacceptable. Even if he tried to bond himself to her, it might not work. He could be forever linked to a human who could leave him and never look back if the blood bond didn’t take. Even if the bond did take it was a huge risk that would end his life in the Vampire Nation, as well as leaving the House of Vaughn with no one to fill his seat on the Council if they refused to accept his human mate. It would be a disaster for his family. Griffin backed out of the room without a word. Watching the couple hold onto each other so tightly in wordless comfort made him feel like an interloper. He would apologize to Debbie another time. For now he would go home, to his real home in the vampire owned building he had occupied for the past five years and lick his wounds. He doubted he would ever return to the hastily bought condo he had invested in so he could be with Tessa. Whether she believed it or not, he loved her. The condo hadn’t been a place to hide her until he was finished with her. He’d bought it to keep her safe under his roof in the kind of home she deserved until he could find a way to get out of his bonding to Sarah. His intentions didn’t matter anymore. The futility of the situation wore him out emotionally and mentally. He couldn’t find even one example of a couple successfully breaking a bond prearranged by their families. He had consulted lawyers and combed through every reference book pertaining to bonding law and the validity of arranged bonds he could find in the Council Hall’s vast library. Even if he found a way out, he would still lose everything for choosing a human. It was hopeless and Griffin was sick to death from thinking about it.
* * * Griffin returned to the structure and flow that was his life. He had a business to run, employees to support and his duties as a fledgling Councilman to keep him busy during the day. His parents were pleased to see him return to his normal routine and the days went by slowly. He hunted when it was absolutely necessary, but he took no pleasure in the act. No one tasted like his Tessa. Her blood was sweet and satisfying while running down his throat. When he fed from Tessa it would sustain him for days longer than it should. He believed her supernatural sight somehow made her blood stronger, richer with the nutrients he needed to survive. He knew he would never again have the honor of burying himself between her legs while he suckled the slender column of her neck. There had been several social events he’d been required to attend but Griffin just couldn’t dig up the interest he used to have for rubbing elbows with his peers or admiring the lovely