Trouble & the Wallflower by Kade Boehme Page A

before he embarrassed himself. He struggled around heavy breaths to say, “Uh, Gavin, what are you doing?”
    Gavin leaned back and leveled his gaze on him drily. And that damn grin. “I’d say I’m trying to get you off.”
    “Er. I thought we had a big issue in this department.” Davy was not the best at talking sex, but he needed to know what Gavin was thinking. He wasn’t sure he’d believed the lines Gavin had fed him earlier about the bedroom activities they could do. Surely Gavin didn’t want to give up that part of sex since, judging by his reputation and the things Davy had seen with his own eyes, Gavin seemed so fond of sex.
    “And I told you there’s plenty of other stuff we can do. I meant it.”
    Davy averted his eyes. The sincerity in Gavin’s expression scared him. “I can’t handle it, Gavin. I can’t handle falling for you to have you leave me because the sex isn’t what you want. It’s happened before. It’s always sex. They use it—sex. They fuck me over and I’m left with nothing because I was too quiet or too submissive or too boring.”
    Gavin took Davy’s face in his hands and made Davy look at him. “That’s not me, okay. I know I fucked up last time. I want to make that up. This is about you. And you aren’t making me give up anything. Being with you felt so good. That’s what I need. You. To touch you, feel you. The only rule to sex is that it’s supposed to feel good to the people having it. There’s no rules about how to have it as long as it makes the people involved feel close to each other.”
    Close to each other? Davy rolled his eyes. “I know that. But won’t you—”
    Gavin kissed him. It was soft and sensual. Those soft lips lit Davy on fire. He had so many more objections, but a gentle nibble to his bottom lip shut him up. Gavin positioned himself on top of Davy, lining their clothed cocks together and rolling his hips. Davy groaned. Gavin took advantage of Davy’s parted lips, sinking his tongue into Davy’s mouth and licking at it. This was not the frantic coming together they’d shared the last time. Gavin was building their passion slowly, rocking them together.
    Davy sighed into Gavin’s mouth with every rock of their hips. His stomach fluttered with a mix of butterflies and excitement. He’d never been touched so gently yet seduced so completely. Gavin could talk a mean game, but there was no way he was insincere in what they were doing. Gavin wasn’t being rough and trying to get off, he was being considerate and taking care of Davy. He’s being close to you. It was intimate. So intimate Davy wanted to cry because he’d not realized he’d never actually been touched by anyone in a way that made him feel cared for, not since the last hug he’d gotten from his mother. Davy could have done without the way Gavin was making his cock hum with pleasure and just drifted in the feeling of someone giving a shit. And he was stunned that of all people in the world making him feel this, it was Gavin Walker. It seemed like such a drastic switch in emotion from the last time he’d been in a heated moment with Gavin.
    Gavin nipped Davy one more time before stilling himself and placing his forehead on Davy’s to catch his breath. Davy was disappointed, chasing the kiss as Gavin pulled away. Damn if Gavin didn’t look good, lips shining and swollen from their kissing. Gavin stood and held his hand out to Davy. Davy was done with objections. He’d been blue-balled last time, so his cock was more than onboard with everything that was going on. He knew he was reading too much into all this, so he needed to do as Gavin had done and just take what he was offering: a chance to get off. He figured he’d be pissed at himself when Gavin freaked out again, but if Davy could get off with another person for the first time in a very, very long time, then maybe all would not be wasted.
    Davy took Gavin’s hand and Gavin led the way to his bedroom. When Gavin flicked a