Because why should even simple cases be easy? I went back to my notes, and let Nick do the same with mine.
And if there was a part of me that was listening for the touch of Venecâs core against mine, I wasnât going to admit to anything.
It said a lot about how trained weâd gotten in the past year that when Venec didnât come back that afternoon and Stosser never made an appearance all day, we still remembered Venecâs Law: Nobody Pulls an All-Nighter without Big Dog Approval. At least, I think we all didâwhen I left at six, Sharon was still going over her notes, looking at the diorama she and Nick had started putting together. But of all of us, she was the least likely to lose track of timeâor to use that as an excuse to disobey standing orders.
Lou, who had managed not to blow herself up during the spell trials, was putting on her coat when I headed out, and we walked out together, after I made sure the coffeemaker had been turned off for the night.
Iâd headed for the stairs at the end of the hallway when Lou stopped me with a puzzled question. âWhy donât any of you use the elevator?â
It was a good question. Easy to answer, except for the fact that none of us were willing, or able, to talk about it, even now. Also, if I made Lou paranoid, too, Venec would kick my ass. So I didnât tell her about the teenage boy who had been killed during an attack on us when we first opened shop, when power shorted out and the elevator plummeted into the basement. I just shrugged, and pushed open the door, giving her a lesser truth. âIt keeps us in shape.â
Truth, but not the entire truth, and it came out as natural as honey. As a painfully self-aware teenager, I used to insist on the whole truth and nothing but the truth, because anything else was a lie. Iâd thought black was black, and white, white, and the right answers were obvious to anyone, if you only thought about it.
I had been an arrogant twit back then, and itâs a wonder J didnât lock me in a closet until I was thirty.
With everything else going on, between the two new cases and the underlying worry about where Venec had disappeared to, that thought about lying should have come and gone. Instead it nagged at me. Lou and I went our separate ways on the sidewalk and Iâon a whimâdecided to walk home rather than taking the subway. It was only a couple of miles, and I felt the need for freshair, rather than being packed into rush-hour mass transit. I stopped in the local bodega for a bottle of water and a halvah bar to have for dessert, and started walking.
We had been funded not to hand out judgment but to establish the factsâthe where and the whoâof a crime, which would lead us to the why and the how. But facts didnât exist in a vacuum, neatly cut and packaged. We had to shake them out of the messier tangle of human emotions and motivations.
Black and white. Truth and lies. The ki-rin hadnât been able to lie, but it had deceived. Aden Stosser, our bossâs sister, lied about us and what we did, and thought that it was the truth. Sharon suspected that our newest client was lying about the break-in but he was so good at it, she couldnât tell. Sociopath. Maybe.
Oh, what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive. Sir Walter Scott, not Shakespeare. Deception and truth and half truths. It was the reason we did this job; so that nobody could hide behind magic and deny their actions or deeds. And if sometimes we allowed those actions to be buried again, for the greater goodâ¦
âItâs not our job.â
I swear, I thought Iâd said it out loud until I realized that Venec was walking alongside me.
âMotherofgod.â It came out in a hot breath, and I shuddered at how easily heâd managed to come up next to me, without my even noticing. âAlso, goddamn it. I thought you said this thing would make us more aware of each
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