Touched by Lilly Wilde Page A

look like crap. I shrugged his hand away. “Yes, I’m fine.”
    “Are you sure?” he asked, stepping closer … he was mere inches from me.
    “Yes, I’m sure,” I replied, swallowing the lump in my throat.
    His gaze lowered to the rapid rise and fall of my chest. “Why has your breathing accelerated?”
    “Because you’re pissing me off.”
    “I suspect there’s more to it than that,” he said.
    “Well you’re wrong.  I’m upset because in a span of five seconds, you spoiled what I’d considered a nice evening.”
    “I think you’re upset because you want something you’re afraid to ask for.”
    “And according to you, I want you?” I asked.
    “It’s okay. Don’t be afraid. Ask. I’ll give it to you,” he said, his voice deep and laced with honey. There was no doubt about it … his voice was pure sex.
    “Of course, you’d think that. You make everything so much more difficult than it has to be. You frustrate the hell out of me!” I exclaimed.
    “We all have frustrations Aria. It’s how you resolve them that makes the difference. In regards to you for instance, you have frustrations with me.  Take them out on me . Fuck me. I’ll surrender total control. You wanted that at one time right?”
    “Is that what this has reverted to?” I asked, in disbelief.
    “Only because you’ve made it that way. And if that’s the only way I can have you, I’ll take it … at least for now.”
    “What about your paramour? Is she on board with your sexual propensities?” I probed.
    “Paramour?”
    “The insecure twit that was with you at the charity event,” I said.
    “Aria, I’ve told you on countless occasions, you needn’t focus on irrelevant people; focus on me.”
    “I don’t want to focus on you Aiden and I can certainly do without the headache of dealing with you again.”
    “Okay, no headaches then…you’ve dissociated sex and emotions before.  Do it with me.”
    “What?” He was confusing me and he’d obviously read and shredded the hell out of my plan long before I’d arrived because this shit had gone terribly awry.
    “You heard me.”
    If I could actually do that with him, it would be the best of both worlds.
    What are you? Crazy? Say yes bitch!  Virginia just had to come bursting out of her cave. Of course, she wanted me to say yes. Kingston was all she wanted.
    I sighed. I could make it easy and just fuck the shit out of him. But nothing was ever easy with him. I opened my mouth to say no but somehow Virginia spoke for me. “Just sex? Our secret?  No expectations? No emotional bullshit?”
    “That’s what I’m offering.”
    “In that case, I accept.” I knew I was lying to myself even before I said the words. As badly as I needed to, I couldn’t shut off my feelings but I wanted to fuck him so badly that the lie didn’t matter.
    He pushed me against the door, his eyes filling with heated lust as they linked with mine. He traced his thumb across my lip and in the next second, his mouth was on mine, assaulting my lips, his tongue rediscovering my mouth. My bag fell to the floor and my hands were in his hair, fisting handfuls as he raptured me.  He grabbed my hands, forcing them above my head as he went for my neck … uncontrollably sucking, licking and kissing.  His hungry mouth devouring me; he was as starved for me as I was for him.
    I struggled to pull my hands from his grasp. I wanted to touch him.  He released my wrists and turned me to face the door. He pressed his rock-hard frame against mine and nipped my ear as his hands traveled along my body. His mouth was on my neck, kissing and licking. In one swift movement my sweatpants and panties were at my ankles and he was on his knees, spreading my ass apart. I moaned as his tongue prodded the tight hole. I reached for his head and pushed it in further, rotating my ass in his mouth. He stood and scooped me up. Our lips and tongues tousling as he swiftly carried me to the bedroom. He severed our kiss and