Touch the Dark by Karen Chance Page A

dried variety doesn’t appeal to them and besides, it wasn’t like I had a choice. He was being polite, asking my permission as if it mattered what I said, but I knew better. There were two Senate members in the room; they could play gentlemen as long as it amused them, but when it came down to it, I would do what they wanted. They knew it, and so did I.
    Louis-César smiled approvingly and I suddenly realized why he was making me jumpy. This close, I could tell that he was one of the most human-looking vamps I’d ever seen. Barring Tomas, who’d had a reason to look as human as possible, most vamps forget little things like breathing, making their hearts beat and turning their skin a more believable color than new-fallen snow. Even Rafe, who was fairly convincing, usually remembered to blink only a few times an hour. But I could have passed this one on the street and mistaken for him for human, assuming he got a wardrobe change. I found myself counting the seconds between breaths to see if he missed any. He didn’t.
    Growing up I’d seen thousands of vamps from all over the world, some as flamboyant and otherworldly as the Consul and some as normal-looking as Rafe. Before today I would have sworn that I’d know one anywhere, but Tomas had fooled me at close quarters for months, and Louis-César could have done the same if he’d wanted. I didn’t like that — it made me feel like a nonsensitive, like one of the millions with no protection from the supernatural world because they can’t even sense that it’s there. I’d grown up around vamps, but the power the Senate members radiated was like nothing I’d ever experienced. It had me wondering what else I was overlooking, and the thought made me cold.
    Louis-César was examining my face slowly, I think more to give me a chance to get used to him than out of any real need. It didn’t work. When a glossy brown curl, which had come loose from the cluster at his neck, brushed against my shoulder, I jumped as if he’d slapped me. His hand, which had been reaching for my hair, immediately stilled. “ Mille pardons, mademoiselle. But perhaps you will pull your hair back for me? It would help to see the extent of the injury.”
    He handed me a golden clip that he’d pulled from his own hair. I took it, careful not to brush his fingers with mine. My hair was barely shoulder length, but I got most of it into a messy ponytail as he watched. I tried to talk myself out of the near panic attack I was having, but it didn’t work. Some instinct older than reason, older than polite phrases spoken in well-lit rooms, wanted me to run and hide. Of course, that could have been a reaction to the night I was having, but part of me definitely didn’t like him so close. I forced myself to sit still as he finished his examination, to pretend that my arms hadn’t broken out in goose bumps and that my pulse wasn’t racing through my veins like I was already fleeing for my life. I didn’t understand my reaction, but harsh experience had taught me to trust my instincts, and every one I had was loudly begging me to get away. “ Ah, bon. Ce n’est pas très grave ,” he murmured. Seeing my expression, he smiled, and it lit even his eyes. “It is not serious,” he translated. I fought not to scream.
    Louis-César rose and walked to a nearby table, and suddenly I could breathe again. I tried to figure out what there was about him that so alarmed me, but there was nothing tangible. His face, which was set in pleasant, friendly lines, looked to be that of a man maybe five or six years older than me, although if his clothes were anything to go by, he’d been around for centuries. His eyes were mild — a calm blue with flecks of gray that held no discernable attempt to influence me — and his movements, while graceful, were nothing a mere mortal couldn’t have imitated.