either, Winston thought, as the papers slid down the table toward him. Yamata’s wall was just thicker than the average, the better to conceal what he felt. Why had he built such a wall? It wasn’t necessary here, was it? In this room he was among equals; more than that, he was now among partners. He had just signed over his money, placed his personal well-being in the same boat as so many others. By transferring nearly two hundred million dollars, he now owned over one percent of the funds managed by Columbus, which made him the institution’s largest single investor. With that status came control of every dollar, share, and option the fund had. It wasn’t the largest fleet on the Street by any means, but the Columbus Group was one of the leaders. People looked to Columbus for ideas and trends. Yamata had bought more than a trading house. He now had a real position in the hierarchy of America’s money-managers. His name, largely unknown in America until recently, would now be spoken with respect, which was something that ought to have put a smile on his face, Winston thought. But it didn’t.
The final sheet of paper got to his chair, slid across by one of his principal subordinates, and, with his signature, about to become Yamata’s. It was just so easy. One signature, a minute quantity of blue ink arranged in a certain way, and with it went eleven years of his life. One signature gave his business over to a man he didn’t understand.
Well, I don’t have to, do I? He’ll try to make money for himself and others, just like I did. Winston took out his pen and signed without looking up. Why didn’t you look first?
He heard a cork pop out of a champagne bottle and looked up to see the smiles on the faces of his former employees. In consummating the deal he’d become a symbol for them. Forty years old, rich, successful, retired, able to go after the fun dreams now, without having to stick around forever. That was the personal goal of everyone who worked in a place like this. Bright as these people were, few had the guts to give it a try. Even then, most of them failed, Winston reminded himself, but he was the living proof that it could happen. Tough-minded and cynical as these investment professionals were—or pretended to be—at heart they had the same dream, to make the pile and leave, get away from the incredible stress of finding opportunities in reams of paper reports and analyses, make a rep, draw people and their money in, do good things for them and yourself—and leave. The pot of gold was in the rainbow, and at the end was an exit. A sailboat, a house in Florida, another in the Virgins, another in Aspen ... sleeping until eight sometimes; playing golf. It was a vision of the future which beckoned strongly.
But why not now?
Dear God, what had he done? Tomorrow morning he’d wake up and not know what to do. Was it possible to turn it off just like that?
A little late for that, George, he told himself, reaching for the offered glass of Moët, taking the obligatory sip. He raised his glass to toast Yamata, for that, too, was obligatory. Then he saw the smile, expected but surprising. It was the smile of a victorious man. Why that? Winston asked himself. He’d paid top dollar. It wasn’t the sort of deal in which anyone had “won” or “lost.” Winston was taking his money out, Yamata was putting his money in. And yet that smile. It was a jarring note, all the more so because he didn’t understand it. His mind raced even as the bubbly wine slid down his throat. If only the smile had been friendly and gracious, but it wasn’t. Their eyes met, forty feet apart, in a look that no one else caught, and despite the fact that there had been no battle fought and no victors identified, it was as though a war was being fought.
Why? Instincts. Winston immediately turned his loose. There was just something—what? A nastiness in Yamata. Was he one of those who viewed everything as combat? Winston had been
The final sheet of paper got to his chair, slid across by one of his principal subordinates, and, with his signature, about to become Yamata’s. It was just so easy. One signature, a minute quantity of blue ink arranged in a certain way, and with it went eleven years of his life. One signature gave his business over to a man he didn’t understand.
Well, I don’t have to, do I? He’ll try to make money for himself and others, just like I did. Winston took out his pen and signed without looking up. Why didn’t you look first?
He heard a cork pop out of a champagne bottle and looked up to see the smiles on the faces of his former employees. In consummating the deal he’d become a symbol for them. Forty years old, rich, successful, retired, able to go after the fun dreams now, without having to stick around forever. That was the personal goal of everyone who worked in a place like this. Bright as these people were, few had the guts to give it a try. Even then, most of them failed, Winston reminded himself, but he was the living proof that it could happen. Tough-minded and cynical as these investment professionals were—or pretended to be—at heart they had the same dream, to make the pile and leave, get away from the incredible stress of finding opportunities in reams of paper reports and analyses, make a rep, draw people and their money in, do good things for them and yourself—and leave. The pot of gold was in the rainbow, and at the end was an exit. A sailboat, a house in Florida, another in the Virgins, another in Aspen ... sleeping until eight sometimes; playing golf. It was a vision of the future which beckoned strongly.
But why not now?
Dear God, what had he done? Tomorrow morning he’d wake up and not know what to do. Was it possible to turn it off just like that?
A little late for that, George, he told himself, reaching for the offered glass of Moët, taking the obligatory sip. He raised his glass to toast Yamata, for that, too, was obligatory. Then he saw the smile, expected but surprising. It was the smile of a victorious man. Why that? Winston asked himself. He’d paid top dollar. It wasn’t the sort of deal in which anyone had “won” or “lost.” Winston was taking his money out, Yamata was putting his money in. And yet that smile. It was a jarring note, all the more so because he didn’t understand it. His mind raced even as the bubbly wine slid down his throat. If only the smile had been friendly and gracious, but it wasn’t. Their eyes met, forty feet apart, in a look that no one else caught, and despite the fact that there had been no battle fought and no victors identified, it was as though a war was being fought.
Why? Instincts. Winston immediately turned his loose. There was just something—what? A nastiness in Yamata. Was he one of those who viewed everything as combat? Winston had been
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