feel they were right. Wouldnât they? Theyâd say it was awfully
soon
â
Rogan made no comment.
What is he thinking?
âAnd, of course,â she continued a moment later, âit would be soon, I mean too soon. I meanâthat Arcilla and Peter didnât have a baby for two yearsâand Alice and Derwent, as well.â
The wind blew around them, rustling the yellow and golden-red leaves.
His fingers enclosed around her arm again, while his gaze held hers.
âAre you?â he asked quietly.
Her eyes faltered under his penetrating, heated gaze. Now was the moment. She must tell him. But why this way? She wanted to cry. The news should be a joyful moment as they embraced and loved each other, relishing what the great Creator had done, performing a miracle of life in her womb.
She felt his intense gaze, his fingers tightening on her arm, and her own desperate desire not to let the news ruin her plans to go with him to Capetown.
âI â¦Â I donât, I hardly think so.â
âThen why bring it up?â he clipped, his hand releasing her arm, as though irritated sheâd introduced something so emotionally disturbing when there was no need.
âI donât know â¦â She was very tired now. She had withheld the truth from him and compromised. Now she felt disillusioned with herself and depressed.
âYouâve never mentioned how youâd feel about it if â¦Â if I were.â Her voice was but a whisper.
His lashes narrowed. He studied her carefully. âHow do you think Iâd feel?â
âHow should I know? Youâve never even hinted you knew babies existed.â She was getting angry now. Nothing was going as she wanted.Their relationship was already tarnished. She had withheld something precious that Rogan had every right to know.
âMy dear,â he said in a labored voice, âI assure you I know babies exist and where the sweet little bunchkins come from. That doesnât mean I want one this instant.â
A pain flashed through her heart.
She looked at him, searching his face, seeing little except frustration. She had done this to him; she knew that. She had handled matters badly.
âI know you donât,â she said stiffly. âAnyone can tell that.â
âNow, wait a minute. What do you mean to suggest by that?â
âI mean that you think Iâm burden enough.â Feelings of self-pity bubbled up from her heart. âMe and my limp, my silly chatter, my inconsequential difficulties with your oh-so-beloved aunt. Oh yes, I know it all very well.â
âEvy, what has come over you?â he gritted. âYouâre â¦Â different.â
âThatâs not true.â Was she? More sentimental perhaps? Was it physiological?
âYou like provoking me into conflicts, is that it?â
âConflicts? You think I want to have conflicts with you?â
âIâm beginning to wonder,â he said coolly. âYou keep pushing me against a wall, Evy, and if thereâs one thing I donât like, itâs being pushed.â
Stunned that he would think that was what she was doing, she felt tears fill her eyes.
âIâll tell you what
you
want, Rogan Chantry. You want to be independent. You want marriage as it suits you. When it ceases to be that, you feel trapped. You want to go to South Africa without me. You have from the beginning.â
The muscle in his jaw twitched. âYes. Because what I need to do can best be done on my own without worrying about your safety.â
âYou will always find an excuse to need to do something on your own without wishing to deal with a wife and baby! I know that now.â
âYou know nothing of the sort. Youâre hurling accusations wildly and not thinking aboutââ
âI am thinking!â
âDonât interrupt me,â he gritted.
âI think youâre sorry you married
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