greatness together.â
I wasnât a dummy. My mom was trying to make sure my line sister knew she expected them to welcome me. She was a lioness protecting her cub, but I wanted to roar on my own. I tried to walk away and give them space, but my mom tugged at my hand.
âYes, maâam,â Tammie said. âI just want to say that my mom is a Beta, and she said youâre the best president in the sororityâs history.â
âOh, wow, I donât know about that, but Iâd like to meet your mom soon.â
âWeâre from Mississippi. Iâll tell her,â Tammie said excitedly.
âPlease do that. National Convention will be in Biloxi this year.â
When I went to walk away again, my mom squeezed my hand. I just stood there looking for a second. She was introducing me to ladies in the graduate chapter that were on the advisery council for Alpha chapter. Everyone was so nice, which was a big contrast to the Alpha chapter sorors themselves who were over in a corner, mad as a kid on Christmas with not one toy. But I wasnât Santa Claus or their parents, so I didnât care that they were upset. I was on the line, and they were gonna have to deal with it.
âOkay, look here.â Tammie came up to me and handed me a note as my mom got caught up socializing. âWeâre meeting at this address in thirty minutes. Come with your two friends. Weâve gotta work out this whole line thing.â
âAre the big sisters gonna be there?â I asked, wanting no part of any underground junk.
âItâs just us. I told you I was gonna give you some insideinformation. Come, all right?â
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âOh, my gosh! Iâm going to my first meeting,â Torian said, all giddy in the car twenty minutes later. Loni and I were both skeptical.
âIâm just telling you now, if those big sisters are there, Iâm gonna turn right around and leave,â I said.
âIâm driving, so youâll be walking home,â Torian said.
âNo, Iâm serious, Torian. Iâm not planning to get caught up in all that. Itâs not why I want to be a Beta.â
âYou donât even know why you want to do it,â she said. âYâall just want to be paper.â
âAnd what is paper?â I asked.
âWhen you go through not one part of hazing and automaticallybecome a member of the sorority.â
I leaned forward into the front seat and said, âGrand chapter sets rules by laws and covenants; itâs meaningful stuff. If itâs good enough for them to say thatâs all you gotta do to be a Beta, itâs good enough for me. Iâm fine with paper. Iâm just telling you, if thereâs any drama, Iâm leaving.And if you got a problem with it, Iâm taking your keys, or Iâll walk home.â
Torian gave in and lightly pushed my shoulders backward.âAll right, all right, all right.â
We arrived at the address and walked into a classroom in the science hall. No lights were on, except in the room we had stepped into. The seven girls on our line were there and stared at us like weâd done something awful. I knew I should have stayed at home. Shoot!
âThe meeting started five minutes ago,â said the girl who had stood right in front of me on the line.
âWhatâs your name?â I asked her, already annoyed.
âIâm Jaden, and I already know youâre Malloy. Come in. Theyâre here, yâall. Okay, well, hereâs the bottom line,â Jaden said as she ushered us in. âIâm not asking because Iâve been voted the Line President. If you want some respectand credibility, weâre gonna have to haze you guys to get you up to speed on all weâve been going through.â
âAre you crazy?â I said without flinching. âWhy would I let yâall touch me? I donât need your respect. Plus, I never voted you
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