write home about. Borland snarled, swung his legs off the couch and poured himself a drink. He rolled the cool glass over his lips and remembered the clinic. No. That was bad. The worst . Things hadn’t gone well.
CHAPTER 2
The unmarked cruiser left Borland at the curb with barely a nod or a minute to pull his bags out of the back seat before the driver completed the circular loop of asphalt and tore away. The car pulled out with a lurch that caused Borland’s door to swing shut. That after a long drive through Metro morning rush hour traffic with Borland’s guts nagging the whole way. The driver had said little as he navigated the crowded streets. That would have been fine because Borland didn’t want to talk, considering his destination; but it ended up pissing him off because the driver had to know who he was. He had to know something about Borland’s past, if not about the recent events in Parkerville. A week after his release from decontamination, there had been a gathering in the Metro HQ auditorium. Closed to the public, it included a long-winded and rambling speech from Superintendent Midhurst. Brass chipped in with an equally boring talk of lost heroes. The higher ups had decided to link the squad memorial with Borland, Hyde and Aggie’s official reinstatement to active status. Someone up the chain had decided the reactivation of retired captains would somehow seem hopeful against the background of Stationhouse Nine’s first devastating win. Lots of people in uniform died so words had to be said, but Parkerville was shut down and the threat slowed if not stopped. The Variant presentations in Metro seemed to be leveling off—for now. The dead baggies had been cremated long before the memorial, while the surviving squad was still in quarantine. Borland had felt cheated that they combined the events, and worse that he and Aggie had to share the stage with Hyde’s hooded, but scene-stealing mystery. The old cripple had opted to ride his wheelchair to the event, even though Borland had noticed the cuffs and leggings of a new skin-shell suit protruding from his long black coat. He could have walked. Playing the sympathy card . He’d seen him at the stationhouse, mostly healed from his wounds, moving on his legs and canes like a mechanical toy. But he got back into the chair for the big night. Borland had trouble narrowing it down, especially since he’d consumed the better part of a mickey before the event, but there was something different about Hyde as he rolled across the stage. He wouldn’t say “confidence,” but there was something in the way the freak held himself that spoke of willing compromise. If Borland didn’t know better, he might have thought it was pride. Hyde didn’t save his daughter but he had tried. Was that all it took? Just trying? I’ll have to try it some time ... Memory of Hyde’s daughter caused a twinge of guilt, caused Borland’s chest to cramp and draw him gasping back to reality. He’d done some terrible things. And Brass knew most of it . But not all and the information they shared created a checkmate. Nobody could talk. Or everybody had to. Borland realized he was still in place, glaring down the driveway after the cruiser. A thought had struck him: The driver acts like he knows ... But Borland knew his first years of service back in the day had enough uncomfortable truths and rumors attached to warrant some suspicion if not outright disdain or hostility. Never get a break . He winced as he hefted his bags and turned. The action brought a hard and painful tug from his hernias. Borland stood where the flattened wheelchair curb led up to a short sidewalk that crossed a narrow lawn to the front of the building. It didn’t look like much. But that was a trick of the eye. He knew from the website that the Shomberg Clinic was a sprawling complex of hospital rooms, dining areas and operating theaters hidden behind a ‘false front’